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lulwot

2008-09-10T21:12:00.003+08:00

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im gonna lose what ive cherished once again

2008-09-08T22:55:00.001+08:00

isnt it wonderful to know that when u come home theres someone or someting waiting for u at home.

life's gonna be meaningless again. im gonna come home looking forward for nth but tomorrow's nth.

if i'm right.. i'd better not be

2008-09-08T02:55:00.003+08:00

im in pain now O_o and have been in pain for a couple of days now. stomach hurts like mad. and its and on off thing which makes it worst if u ask me -.- and heres the disgusting part. im shitting out everything im eating.

putting that aside, somehow theres just a strange feeling in me that... something is going wrong and that something will go wrong.

im not me once again

2008-08-24T01:16:00.005+08:00

i had my gastric attacks again. and trust me it hurts. my gastrics are the worse -.- they hurt like no tmr. and i was at work during tat time so -.- there was nth much i cud do but bear with it. im still suffering from the after effects.

because of the pain i was reminded of sth =) anyway no i shant talk about it

i think one of these days im gona break down cause of the things i have to keep to myself o.O'' and the only reason i don mention them is so noone gets hurt. (this is such an irony to my last 2 post). until i've had enough =)

right at this moment? right now? im in need of someone to talk to =/ someone who will understand. or maybe someone lame =o for now. really working is my option out of reality. the laughs are fake. but o wells. at least i do laugh.

well, cheeros i finally have my room for the weekend for the nxt 2 days. at least i'll be having rest.

i want to SMILE again so bad o.o but nope i cant. i cant find it no matter where i look =o hey, whens the last time u smiled? and nuuu im not talking about laughing =o im saying a true blue smile. i cant rmb mine. can u?

i want those worrysome days where.. even if things do go wrong. u'll find ur way through that or it doesnt matter even if it went wrong.. whats a mistake or two if u have a load of happiness in front of u =o

oh i deleted my friendster and facebook cause i don use them anyway. and am changing blog just as soon as i think of a name for it. changing my msn to the more formal one too. mongsterz sounds so corny anyway =o will do all that just as soon as i head down to change my hard disk.

i find. even the way im typing things a lil diff o.O lol w/e i do not care. so its bed time for me now. works on tmr. and yay no boss. oh yea work. NAS-F took my hp and scanned through my pictures. omg. i totally forgot i had this super private picture inside. EMBARRASING O_O k no it was not nude -.-

nxt post up will be on my "suicide" pls note the attempt.---> "" <--- IT MEANS ITS NOT REAL when i have the time that is -.-

i've had enough

2008-08-20T23:06:00.002+08:00

first u take my bed.
next u take my room.
now u wan the bed i have to sleep on IN THE LIVING ROOM?

TO THE VERY NOISY PERSON

2008-08-17T01:54:00.004+08:00

SOMETIMES UR CHILDISHNESS REALLY MAKES ME WANNA LAUGH. U GET ANGRY WITH THE SMALLEST THING. AND THE MOST REDUNDANT THING. U COMPLAIN ABOUT THE SMALL AND THE MOST REDUNDANT THING. IS IT CAUSE U FEAR TO BE SMALL AND REDUNDANT? YOU DO NOT RESPECT PEOPLE ESPECIALLY NOT THEIR BELONGINGS.

I HAV 2 WORDS TO DESCRIBE U.

1ATTENTION 2WHORE

phail

2008-08-15T04:46:00.001+08:00

and that wud be my problem. both my mouse and cat's failing on me now. what a bummer. ah wells.

FATE

cat

2008-08-12T23:45:00.001+08:00

cat's outta food need buy sth for it soon. but i have no time. need to rush out my work =o left with 3 days. and lets hope nth goes wrong O_O food tmr after work. den its work all the way for me! coffe stock and food stocked checked =D

yellow pages

2008-08-12T23:39:00.000+08:00

i am

My Hates - to be accused

2008-08-11T03:44:00.003+08:00

You knew those things arent true. but u chose to say nth. why?

boo =o

2008-08-02T18:15:00.001+08:00

and u wud think i wud blog about it =O nuu whai =o

read

2008-07-20T13:04:00.000+08:00

IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE.> DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what theyre doing just to look you in the eyes....and say 'i love you' ..........AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

WHO STALKS ME

2008-06-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

k so i'll just blog about 1 major thing

To You!

i miss you. and everytime your name is mention i'd imagine a few things.

you giving that blur look with that white fluffy face of urs.
you digging ur ear fluttering my whole room with ur smell!
your pee all over the blardy house =o
you sitting just beside anyone who sits down on the floor.
your over obsesiveness with food DOOD I FEED U WHY DO U ACT LIKE I DON!
your dam breath -.-
your whines which wakes people up in the morning -.-

have i ever thank you for what you did for me? i think i have. somewhere hidden in one of the few entries i did here. u mean the world to me. u still do. u werent my pet. u were much more =~D

i love you boyboy =)~

i believe.. you're dead.. i'm sorry i wasnt there for you.. the times u were there for me when i had noone O_O and yet.. i couldnt be there for you during those times.. thanks though ahboy~ i believe those times of images ive seen around the hse were u. giving ur last goodbyes to me. you never hated anyone. you loved everyone. and i'm sorry again that ur love was not given back to you by everyone. you don hate me do you? cause it was me that didnt wanted to even attempt to find u back =( i guess it was my fault.. and i know its all my fault too. there are so many "if only i had" that could have been done.. but.. its all too late now. and theres no such thing as a second chance now is there? i wan a male bischon pup next time. and i'll name him yobyob! or something along that line lol its all in rememberance of u kay? i wonder if he'll be as friendly as you =)

you are special. more special than anything or anyone i know =) its too bad i have so limited pictures of you.

could you come visit me? anytime you want! let genie know kay? cause i'm sure she'll be a bitch about it =D i miss your smell boy =) <3

love,
Your brother
Chan =D

My celebrity look alike LMAO

2007-12-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

pizza?

2007-06-07T12:21:00.000+08:00

i am really tempted to try to make pizza -_- but it will cost a bomb -_- should i? >.

heh

2007-05-31T10:37:00.000+08:00

i am so excited about the movie xD
oh yea people.
if u block me in msn.
don ever lemme find out o.o
i grew sick of having people blocking me as and when they want
i'll return the debt x2 i'll block and delete
test are coming, and i've got no motivation to study
so watch me fail o.o
i dont even wanna bother no more heh

shrek ears

2007-05-30T11:21:00.001+08:00

EVERYONE HAS A SHREK EAR I WAN ONE TOO D=< must get one....... MUST GET ONE.

i'm sorry i need to rant

2007-05-29T21:12:00.000+08:00

i do know i feel sad..
i do know is at times like this i just miss boyboy..
i do know at times like this i love to carry him around..
i do know at times like this i'll occupy myself in cleaning him up..
i do know i need him now more than anything else..
i do know i make use of him for entertainment and joy
i do know despite that i loved him alot and he loved me
i do know he was always there for me
i do know if without him.. god knows what i would be right now..

i really really really miss you boyboy o.o although i know is bad to miss you only when i'm feeling sad or bored. ahboy o.o korkor loves u u noe ma lol T.T i miss your smell T.T i miss your iritatingness I MISS YOUR BAD BREATH.. but most of all o.o i miss your presence. it always brought me joy. o.o just seeing you would put a smile in my face. just thinking of u put tears. and its cause of this importance i have in you.
I HATE HIM
FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING THE IMPORTANCE IN ROLE MY BOY PLAY IN MY LIFE.
IF ONLY BOY U COULD LAST FOR A FEW MORE WEEEKS BOY YOU WOULD STILL BE WITH ME RIGHT NOW AND U WUDNT HAVE TO LEAVE.
life is full of if only and what could have been

sudden thoughts

2007-05-29T20:24:00.000+08:00

suddenly i'm thinking of the egg tarts i saw the other day something i haven ate in a long long time...o.o
suddenly i'm thinking of the tea eggs i saw the other day another something i haven ate in a long long time..o.o
suddenly i'm thinking of my long xu tang something i don usually buy cause its expensive -_- o.o
suddenly i'm thinking of my kopi ICE thirsty thats all lol..o.o
i think i'm just hungry.. and oh so very excited about tmr xD i wanna know whats gonna happen with CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW.
suddenly... i realise i'm thinking of another big thing.. i'm sad now o.o i hate not having my bed. i hate the fact my disgusting sister is lying on it drooling on it -_- she even bled all over it -_- i mean.. my bed is another one of my baobei la -.- treat it with care. if u do splatter on it PLEASE CHANGE THE SHEETS ASAP -.- and i hate slping on that floor. i hate not having a bed to slp.. and i donno.. i'm not feelin right o.o i want the outing tmr o.o

MY COMPUTER CANT START

2007-05-26T03:21:00.001+08:00

I WANTED TO TELL U THAT THERES STH WRONG WITH MY COM

I WANTED TO ASK U IF U HAD ANY IDEA WHATS WRONG WITH IT

I WANTED TO ASK U IF U COULD HELP ME SEARCH UP ON IT IN THE NET

I WANTED TO ASK U IF U STILL WANTED UR FAMOUS AMOS NO NUT CHOCOLATE COOKIE

THATS WHY I CALLED

ROUND 2 TING TING TING

2007-05-18T02:07:00.000+08:00

THE FILLING
THE DOUGH

THE FLATTENED DOUGH THE DOUGH WITH FILLING
THE MULTIPLE PRODUCTS

THE FRIED ERR DOUGH WITH PORK FILLINGS?

THE END

PIGU POUCH

2007-05-17T10:05:00.000+08:00

OK ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. THIS TIKO POUCH WAS GIVEN BY DEVEY. THANKIES MUACKIES. =D PIGU =D~~

i came out with a name for it.

PIGURINA

i cudnt wait till friday =x

2007-05-17T02:13:00.000+08:00

so i made it just now and it turned out edible -.- but not nice -_- so I'M CANCELLING FRIDAY. and gonna think of other things i can do with the flour xD i read up. I CAN MAKE NOODLES WITH IT XD gonna go buy one of those big rolling thingy to ROLL... lets hope noodles will turn out beta xD or should i try making pizza first? OOO I LOVE TO TRY THIS KINDA THINGS XD SOOO FUNN XD

MY NEW POUCH

2007-05-16T15:30:00.000+08:00

YAY I'M TURNING GAY

NOPE I'M NOT =X

this coming friday

2007-05-15T20:31:00.000+08:00

im gonna make "sui jiao" aka water dumplings(i think). no not those wrap in leaves. those u boil or pan fry. just gonna try. not sure if it will be a success or not. but ah wells. i'll have fun playing with the flour xD who wans to try~~~? rephrase~~ who DARES to try~~~ (malays not included its porkified) so.. the recipe is as follows...

for the dough... this is suppose to make like 60 -_- so i might just cut down

3 cup of all purpose flour
1 1/4 cup of water COLD
salt

for the fillings. IDK I REALLY DONT KNOW. heres what i intend to make it with

mince PORK (see thats why malays cant try =x)
spring onion CHOPPED
white pepper.. just a little..
chinese wine~ cause yes i'm chinese
soya sauce light

btw did i mention? I REALLY DON THINK IT WILL BE NICE =x its all for the sake of FUUUN

oh did i mention?

2007-05-14T15:55:00.001+08:00

that i'm turning more and more guy =x

i'm sitting infront of this bunch of guys

2007-05-14T15:52:00.000+08:00

and i'm starting to feel that guys classify girls under "fuckable" or "non-fuckable" o.o those son of a bitches D=<

so i'm getting sick of this bed

2007-05-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

and i'm gonna go hunt one soon.. i rlly rlly rlly feel like shouting my piece of mind here o.o but no~ i wont i'll pen it down instead. u noe why? cause i've turned into someone who cant trust others no more~ ching feels it.. right? i stopped talking to u about life. but its not oni u. i dunt share secrets with noone no more~ neither do i share feelings i've got deep within. but.. i so wish to be able to be bold enough to voice myself in my blog. make known my feelings. this anger kept inside of me o.o is gonna get outta hand one day i'm pretty sure. and i dont wan to end up shouting at people. and i cant bring myself to shout at people i love. but yea i did once. and i ended up shivering(i really was shivering. outta anger and of tears) out. alone. cause the one person i turned to didnt bother listening to what i had to say. hmmm come to think of it i think that was the day i stopped talking to people. for now. without my bed.. i just wan company.. especially at night~ but even that is hard to find now. cause jojo sleeps early now. plyns overseas. evelyns busy and we quarrel all too often..and oh yes.. i'd like to thank jojo cause jojo never rejects me. and gets me when she's bored! and for someone thats always bored that means alot :P

so i'm suppose to say 10 random things(cause yaya tagged me)
1: i hate people who ignore my sms
2: i hate people who block me in msn for no fucking reason.
3: i hate people who thinks i've got no temper
4: omfg so many i hates now for some i loves
5: i love people who ask me out cause they miss me =D
6: i need a pouch mine got stained by my sis
7: i saw this thing i rlly liked today hehe should i go get it?
8: i don like people who go "i wanted to but.." cause its always an excuse followed after.
9: in my life. i made only 1 major mistake and if i could turn back time i would change that.
10: I FUCKING HATE THAT MISTAKE I MADE I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT.

oh shit lemme add one more. guys -_- stop forwarding me chains smses -_- cause i don bother fwding AND i received one this year about if i don send my mum will die -_-? fck u -.-''

and so i'm suppose to choose 5 ppl to continue this randomness. i'm not gonna choose 5 people cause i'll most prolly get fcked by them. so i'll choose just 3? can i? LOL MY APOLOGIES TO MY VICTIMS

1: adeline ho chen ying
2: JOJO
3: wenjie

heres ur instructions...

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names and why you choose them. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog entry. oops ^^

2007-05-11T18:03:00.001+08:00

testing

ok so my hair's short again

2007-05-07T17:49:00.000+08:00

and i'm still awwed at how lovey yaya and roz is lol. they still meet everyday despite both's busy schedule lol. well i'm both shocked and jealous la lol. the marks on the armed turned blue black -_- they don hurt they just look like someone threw shiet onto my arm and its dripping off. and i'm home penniless again with no dinner and i haven eaten shiet the whole day. -_- life sucks. =s though sth good did happen today and i'm oh so happy =D but hungry -_-. happy and hungry don go well. i think i can go a day or two without food so my marmi better draw marni for me. look they ryhme =x i definitely don wan to go through that stomach pain again =O

it broke out into a fight

2007-05-06T13:51:00.000+08:00

basketball match turned unfriendly. besides that i got a blue black. and another scratch on my hand -____-' lotsa "cb" were thrown around.

when do we change?

2007-05-04T14:03:00.000+08:00

talked to a friend about another friend changes. i asked myself why'd he change that much lol. than i came to realise.. i think i know why o.o cause he lost everything and he wants a new life.. a life to him is better than what he had.. than again.. no change comes unwanted cause if its not wanted the change cant happen heh. i'm not saying its a bad change or a good change. i'm just saying its a change lol.

OH AND YA I FORGOT. i think i should thank yaya for worrying/asking if i had money cause she tot i din had money lol

-.-

2007-05-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

mum msged me and told me that there will be no dinner from now -_- we settle ourselfs. AGAIN -.- and i'm penniless today!? ARGHo.o no food for one whole day o.o nuuuu

so my bdae was..

2007-05-02T13:23:00.000+08:00

a good one i guess. a card from ade, TY ADE. cards are one of the nicest thing to receive on a bdae! and it was a disgusting card I LIKE. =x =D sis bought me cake(which is still uncut in the fridge LAWL) and deoderant which smells oh so nice THANKS SIS. mum gave me 80 HEH =x dad brought us to dinner(omg its been like years since the family when out to eat tgt) in new york new york. i'll post pics of the food when my sis uploads them. a picture of a cake and a bdae song from JOJO! =D received bdae wishes from a big group of people. aiseh. shiok heh. i don think i left out anything else. but yep overall it was great =]

random
i miss certain things though o.o nth i'd like to put into wishes cause they should not be coming true.

i hate certain things too. my bed now for eg. fck -.- i've been having aches thanks to this NEW bed. __ its like sleeping on a floor.. and I HAVE A WEAK BACK. thanks eve for lending me ur bed when u can.

i miss my school mates. lol. te time we hang out in the library till 7 to head back tgt dammit. i wan those times back.

i'll update more later =] life's good this days. i got the best of a lot of worlds =D~

its my bdae today!

2007-04-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

AND YEZ I JOIN THE GANG LE. 20 O.O'' omg i'm 20 o.o! AND I'M 21 NXT YEAR =O. oh yea happy bdae to me. and. I WILL SLAUGHTER WHOEVER THAT FORGETS TO WISH ME TMR. so that jojo better rmb =] =x

bah..

2007-04-22T21:49:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad now =(

o.o

2007-04-22T19:46:00.000+08:00

when i'm bored i blog
when i'm bored i blog
when i'm bored i blog
when i'm bored i blog
when i'm bored i blog
when i'm bored i blog
when i'm bored i blog
when i'm bored i blog

here to blog about the day.

2007-04-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

any fans of theatre shows here? i'm definitely not one of them. especially not after today. went to watch the Phantom Of The Opera. so here is what i gotta say.. tix are not worth 147bux. tix are not even worth 50 if u ask me -.-! the show is BORING. not exciting. and sometimes u cud barely make out what the singers are trying to sing. so i wanna admit sth.

i
fell
aslp
inside =D

not only me. rachel fell aslp too. go figure. after that i headed home alone while the rest when to get lunch. stop by NTUC to get some stuffs.. and on my way home. I SAW MY CAT =D i called it mine cause everytime i see it i'll stop to see it and sayang it abit heh. its a very touchy cat. who loves to keep trying to climb up to u. i dont know why. but i think i found out today! ARGH HE BIT ME. -_- den another cat came by and SCRATCHED ME. wtf -_- and the one that bit me started HISSING at the one that scratched me D=< the FEAR I WAS IN. -___________- spent the rest of the day pondering heh.

its thurs now

2007-04-19T01:10:00.000+08:00

9 more hours till my time table will be out. i bet somethin g will be forgotten nah not the time table. sth else. its gonna be another boring day again tmr i bet o.o i'm gonna just go out and entertain myself like what i did today. heh. watching people fish can be quite entertaining. oh yea which reminds me. i bought a few things from ntuc today and they told me its "BRING YOUR OWN BAG DAY" today omg -_- made me carry the things with my own hand. den headed down to the fishing park.. and just sat there doing nothing watching the uncles luring in and out empty lines. den suddenly WOOOOSH one of the rod had a bite. but lol the uncle pulled too hard -_- the fish din fight back. it was too much in pain lol. those of u who fished prolly noe what i mean o.o saw some interesting things today, ppl ppl and more ppl

barney song redone

2007-04-18T20:48:00.000+08:00

i help u
u don help me
we are one big selfish family
with a great big bunch of vulgarities
wont u fcking come and help me

doesnt really go well. ah wells u get my drift

mums home cleaning up

2007-04-18T14:10:00.000+08:00

its one thing to feel love
its one thing to feel appreciated
its another thng to be felt taken for granted.

marmis home cleaning up. yup. i'm gng out to escape this.

bored

2007-04-17T21:18:00.000+08:00

yup it happens.. esp when noones in the mood to entertain u so i'm just gonna go find my favourite frog again and hope for sth. ke dou wo lai le o.o i'm moody o.o

bah..

2007-04-17T04:20:00.001+08:00

-censored-

hurhurhur

2007-04-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

"what u wan u no get" now how many times have i said that but still got it for j00 guys lol. thats me and i'm trying to convince myself that its all worth it o.o i'm dng it for worthy friends. w(._.)z tanking for ppl that actually appreciates lol. i'm hungry now =] anyone wanna feed me > : D stomach hurts back hurts -_- why do i always sprain my back D=<

zz

2007-04-10T21:10:00.000+08:00

i feel messed up again. back hurts and a stomach ache which has been gng on for the whole day it hurts. both hurts -.- net's lagging i cant lvl. sigh watever. stimes i feel lonely o.o i feel alone lol noone to help laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

t(._.)z

2007-04-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

lalala wasted my time fck fck fck lalala and now dads home watching soccer and i cant watch my show YAY I FEEL SO HAPPY gawd this is the life ; )

if only he was here =] he'll entertain me for sure. =] t(._.)z wtfzor i feel messed up and messed with. i hate finding out things o.o but yet i always seek the truth. __ i'm pissed with myself =]

o.o

2007-04-08T05:38:00.000+08:00

so i just decided to make a blog entry b4 i sleep. things going on in ma head. lots o.o nth i'd like to share. i think too much o.o for my own good. heh. its already sunday now. pearlyn's already in america. i find it funny she didnt call b4 she left loool she musts have been reallly pissed with me =x games getting boring.. life is boring.. 3 more weeks of holidays and i'm off back to school. =] cant wait for the new start. late nights taking its toll on me.. gonna switch time table once again back to being normal from nxt week on =] i wan a change once again till i find sth suitable fer myself :P u shud try it too heh but.. why am i feeling moody and all argh.. i wan my life back.. its just now the same no more.

random
you hav no idea how much i miss u boy2 o.o nights <3

hmm 2.

2007-04-05T00:44:00.000+08:00

ok so.. yez another boring day. and i've been doing some thinking o.o i like to help ppl. esp ones i love o.o but.. its so sad when u don get help u need when u need la.. but when u help them and u see that gawd dam smile on their face it just.. worth it lol. no eve -.- i'm not hinting anything lol. lol ok so i'm gonna go fix my phone soon tmr. ALONE. boring -.-' i think i once mention i hate to do things alone lol. not cause i'm scared of doing but cause i just don like to sit there doing nth for 2hrs @_@ which is.. whats gonna happen tmr. lol.

random statement.
don ask.. what does someone noe about you but what u noe about that someone. alot of times we do that don we o.o?
person1 : "ASK URSELF WHAT U NOE ABOUT ME U NOE NTH N-O-T-H-I-N-G"
person2 : "err.. what about u, what do u noe about me"
person1 : "*complete silence*"

so rmb.. don ask what others noe of u but what u noe of ppl! =D SO.. WHAT DO U GUYS NOE ABOUT ME? =D~

lastly.. guys are insensitive for some reason. so that ppl like ME will stand out more *GRINS*

hmmm

2007-04-02T13:33:00.000+08:00

ok so i noe i haven been blogging any substance lately. all are residues =/ sorry. life's been boring. justcame back from my ball game and the only thing happening (not saying its boring) is my grandma has been hospitalise. hmm its been i think 2 weeks now. she's getting so much better. u noe earlier on. she couldnt walk and couldnt eat but didnt tell my mum >.
i wanna predict the future.
prediction of the day. i cww will be needing to buy aloe vera lotion really soon. i wonder why? judging by the sun today and the clouds. eve is gonna become an overcooked lobster when she comes back @_@ wonder if she found a hat -.- thats what worries me -_- ah wells i msged but got no reply D=< and i somehow noe she'll settle it somehow in the end. either that.. or she'll just choose to suffer later -.-

and. DEE IF U ARE READING THIS. I WAN A CLASS OUTTING. esp before u guys start ur SIP =/ i'll miss u guys!! ^^i miss jojo already =D

yez boring and pictureless post i noe. but thats how life i going now!

lastly.. i'd like to say o.o boyboy i rlly miss u o.oi rlly wonder if u'r safe and sound.. i'd really love to noe if u are =/ i miss seeing u follow me to the kitchen late at night =] hao xiang ni oh qing ai de ^^ no one.. no thing... no animal.. no other pet.. will replace the huge spot i left in me for u o.o

I'M SAD

boo

2007-03-28T21:14:00.000+08:00

i hate being ignored -.-

wtf

2007-03-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

I WROTE A LONG ENTRY. AND THAN IT ERRORED AND ALL IS GONE. I'M NOT BLOGGIN IT AGAIN -__________-

HAHAHAHA

2007-02-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

so day started with a very boring morning study to prepare for the HCI exam.. than being the usual crappy selfs we came up with cheap thrills >:D we came up with. 'Paper MSN' lemme introduce u to this latest product. its basically where two very boliao people starts communicating by writing msges on papers and showing them to the other party to get a reply. its instant msging =] but WE. WE c114g took it to the next level.

look NUDGE SPAM. u don get that now in msn do u!? and ok.. lemme ask u guys how u memorise ur stuffs.. cause i wanna tell u how c114g peeps do it. we do it the c114g way =O heres what we needed to memorise

MEMORISE THIS PART 1:

VISIBILITY
MIX BETWEEN THE SYSTEM AND REAL WORLD
USER CONTROL AND FREE DOM
CONSISTENCY AND STANDARDS
ERROR PREVENTION
RECOGNITION RATHER THAN RECALL
FLEXIBILITY AND EFFCIENCY OF USE
AESTHETIC AND MINIMALIST DESIGN
HELP USER RECOGNIZE, DIAGNOSE AND RECOVER FROM ERROR
HELP AND DOCUMENTATION

so.. i got to giv credit to jojo on this. NO DOUBT SHE'S THE MAN. cause she came up with this
Vain
Mongster
Under
Couch
Eats
Real
Farking
Ants
HOT
HOT!

can i laugh pls!?

memorise this part 2

needs analysis
user and task analysis
functional analysis
requirements analysis
setting user specification
design
prototyping
evaluating

heres what WE have again. credits to jojo LOL

never
understand
fucking
real
sluts (who loves)
dick
penetration
everywhere =O

i edited it a lil =x

CHEEEROOOSS

for jo jo~

2007-02-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

ok joan i found a pic which looked alot like ur hair that stylo one u took after ur nap LOOOL DOESNT IT!?

so guys anyone up for another outting? this time i'll bring my camera. AND LETS WATCH SOMETHING SCARY ^^ or gruesome =O

random

2007-02-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

ever had a friend u know would protect u with his/her life? i dunno if i had though o.o
anyways so the visiting days are over.. my gambling days SHOULD end. i've never been so cursed b4 in my life :S hope for the beta nxt year. ok did i say it should end? by that i mean i should end it for the year =x nxt year.. i'll be back for revenge u hear me! and i'll win back 2x the amt i loss! NO MORE! and aww dangit jo jo cudnt join us for the last night of gambling >.<' :S well! hope u can join us nxt year jojo~ u missed out our midnight fun lol. but shit i know it wud be more fun with u lol ANYWAYS.. my days are numbered and mondays gonna be the first paper >.<>.
random talk 1:
so.. have u ever had an ex whose still a friend? as in a close friend? lol to me nth beats that lol. its fun what u guys can talk about and its just omfgwtfbbq comfortable o.o as in i'm 101% myself when i'm with eve lol. geez nth beats comfortability =]

random talk 2
ok jiayu YES u do see ur name here and just in case u think ur eyes playing tricks lemme do this again JIAYU. J-I-A-Y-U ^^ so.. i said i wanted to type a story but i CANT COME UP WITH ONE LA. :S king henry's just too... no words =x gentlemen in a sense.. yet.. -.-' but i'm pretty sure after my exams i'll come up with one u'll love =} *evil grin*

random talk 3
PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU PIGU I CAN REPEAT THIS 93234123 TIMES AND I WONT GET SICK OF IT dun ask. its private >.<'

random talk 4
so.. this year din really start off great neither good kinda bad infact.. but yep =] i did learn lots about ma friends. and i believe i did make a bond with loads of them o.o a life i definitely enjoy =] well.. i guess u lose some and u gain some ^^

random talk 5
why are we guys such bastards. and what makes us worst is that WE KNOW WE ARE BASTARDS BUT YET WE DO NTH ABOUT IT. or is it we cant control -.-? well.. self control.. i guess i have that.. to a certain extend o.o and god why did u create guys with raging hormones? wudnt it be easier if the gers are the one that has raging hormones? :S or why din u just make both sex with raging hormones :S wait =.= than we'll have a population problem >.<' ok. guess u tot of that

random talk 6
your boyfriend and your girlfriend. what are they to you?

happy cny!

2007-02-20T23:00:00.000+08:00

=] ok.. so.. i collected about 180bux o.o yes yes 180 :P and den i gambled.. and i think those of u who are close to me know this lol. i never lose o.o NEVER. have never lost o.o infact i win all the time. like pass a 100 in winnings every year lol. but.. THIS YEAR... i lost o.o in total i've lost like 5 bucks in more den 10 hours of gambling. LOL ok so the first day of gambling was done with jiayu rachel my sis and rachel's 2 other friend whom we deem as. "King Henry" and Punky =x ok.. so i'll just cut it short and tell u guys. king henry is king cause he lost 80bux o.o =x and blabla. never met a guy more.... dumb? LOL jiayu.. careful ah LOL. his scary =x and today.. i loss 5 bux la. and i know who to blame o.o =x that person shud noe who she is :S =x

o.o

2007-02-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

its vdae.. and i'm pretty determined not to go out o.o its gonna be the first in.. i think 4 years o.o =O hkahka i wonder what interesting presents my friends who are attch would be getting hmmm? >:D i wanna hear from u guys! ^^ gers.. wud be dying for a rose :P cuz nth beats walking arnd with a bouquet in ur hand :P guys.. ah hack o.o nth beats holding someone in ur hands hurhur o.o AND AND! did u noe that there are guys that wudnt mind receiving a flower too LOL =x but no not a bouquet lol lastly

HAPPY VDAE YALL.

day for love

2007-02-13T19:56:00.000+08:00

ok.. so tmr's vlt =] what are ur plans? ^^
i wish all couples all the best and bai tou xie lao ^^

ok so lately nth much has happen.. only i lost sth really precious to me =] my boy2 ^^ his been with me.. for more den a decade.. and the sudden lost in prescence.. and his stench, his whine.. makes the loss all the more hard.. he was my companion when i was down and out o.o my companion when i was tired.. he was always there when i was bored ^^ i'll miss my boyboy 2 ^^ and i'm sure.. nth will be able to replace u in ma heart.. u were the cutest little thing.. with ur blurnes.. and ur bo chapness lol.. i'll miss giving u the little pats on ur head.. just b4 i go slp, go out and come home.. but boy2 o.o i'll miss seeing ur tail wag most of all lol.. ahboy o.o darling boy.. wud u miss me? lol.. sorry my boy boy.. o.o i cant be there when u die.. o.o

random statements..
1:
love.. makes sense. but only when u'r in it =] so thats how i feel lol. disagree? :P i say so cause u love ppl for all the different reason ha xD so.. it wont make sense.. not unless u'r in it =]

2:
i'm tired =] i wan to cry a hard one lol.

rated M18 (mature content)

2007-02-06T01:09:00.000+08:00

ok so.. ,my topic today is.. "why is fuck a bad word"
may i noe!? isnt fucking a form of love? or do u call that making love -.-? or ok maybe there doesnt need to be love but yea. fucking is good no? fuck is the thing u do fucking is the action no? :S and fucking is SHIOK no!? if its not guys wont go phantasising about it U HORNY BASTARDS. so.. why is fuck a bad word=/
ok now. Lets choose another word. cheebye or however else u spell it. WHY IS THAT A BAD WORD? cheebye is good its the chao chee bye thats not RIGHT!? WHY DO PPL GO "CHEEBYE LA" to scold another party o.o? its a good thing. appreciate it man! YES I MEAN APPRECIATE UR CHEEBYES GIVEN TO U DURING AN ARGUMENT.
so yea lemme repeat myself. cheebye is good. fuck is good. those are not bad words. =/

i went to church

2007-02-05T01:14:00.000+08:00

and i'm kinda lazy to blog about it =.= cuz.. nth really interesting happen.. i just went there for the experience o.o u noe? i wanna noe what ppl do in church.. hmmm gonan try to get wl to bring me to his a day o.o see how it works in other peoples church.. new creations so commericialize lol. so... funny la o.o so... unless any one of u wans to noe about what i went through ytd -.-' i shall not explain no further lol. LAZY. and err. MEL ur friends >.> they're going over board le. =/

NOT for the hungry

2007-02-04T23:32:00.000+08:00

this post is most 101% not for the hungry. not for the starve and not for the err.. dying? o.o

lunch was at carls jr o.o wooo the onion rings are to DIE FOR =O they're huge. really huge LOOK ITS BIGGER DEN EVE'S MOUTH :D =x

and the burger of the day goes too... "the burger which beats the onion ring in size!" aka spicy bbq burger I TELL U ITS HUGE. REALLY HUGE. though i wasnt really full after it o.o i iz monster > : ]

NEXT STOP JOANS WEAKNESS.

CHILLI CHEESE FRIES and for only 3.90 its worth it o.o i sense joan's drool right now o.o

ok o.o look? how big that dam burger is =O its BIGGER DEN MY HANDS GAWD DAMMIT.

ok i iz gonna post some lame random pics soon.

the fake and the original =O GO FIGURE WHOSE THE ORIGINAL XD

heh hows blonde on black looks o.o dun ask me why my hands were there o.o i think i was reaching out for the lemon tea or sth o.o

o.o

2007-02-03T03:56:00.000+08:00

may the dream i had ytd.. come true soon =/ i dont know if thats what i actually wan though o.o

for.. or against?=.=

2007-02-03T03:47:00.000+08:00

shud i.....? lol it'll be kewl to noe how it looks like on black o.o'' just for the new year ^^? yes fine i dye my own hair one lol. i might regret it o.o so i dunoe o.o HELP =X

falling aslp -.-''

2007-02-02T03:09:00.000+08:00

ok i'm just gonna blog to prevent myself from falling aslp. its impt not to sleep. chan. don....slp..... z...zzz....zzzz *WAKES UP*=O ok.. heres a few thing i got to blog about o.o

seriusly ppl blog what they wanna blog. u read what u wanna read. see what u wanna see. and if u'r unhappy about it. blog it down. dun go flaming people in their own blog. thats not what the tagboard is for. so what if their english is bad? she might just be able to pwned u in chinese -.-? its just dumb to type in chinese thats all. childish people dont come from the blogger. but the taggers. i wonder why.

joan mel jane lanhui. projects over. its done. forget it -_- and ya tell ur friends that oso? make peace.

random statements

yeap there are people that hates you. but u noe what? there are definitely people who loves you. and the best part is. those that hates you wud only think of u when u'r arnd them. but those who loves you would think of you all the time o.o so heres my piece of advise to those out there who has enemies.

LEAVE THEM ALONE.

and ya.. nth will happen?

i hate falling for people i can never get -_- =x wassup with impossible love man. i guess we like more of what we cant get?! omg.. we're sadistic idiots and morons.. retards not to mention. JACK. =/

commiting suicide is the most lame thing a person can think of. yep a whole load of problems will be thrown away ^^ but WTF have u ever tot where those trouble goes to!? its like newtons law. FOR EVERY ACTION THERES AN EQUAL AND OPPOSITE REACTION. omg i actually rmb that -_-' it gets thrown yes. to ur friends. to ur family. and to anyone else who noes u o.o

i'm begining to not like being depended on o.o oops? am i being random o.o

i iz wanna dye my hair and cut my hair =O new hair color and new length next week.. preparations for CNY. i wan my ang paos and my blackjack =O i wanna win MONEY. ^^ ohhhh did i mention i've never lost (in grand total) before!? lol. i have new year luck =O woops talking too much o.o for all i noe after saying this my lucks runs out =O

i'm guilty in one point o.o i only treat those i like good. oh fark. im a bias shit. ok. over and out. got to head back now. BYE YALL.

i just hate hate hate hate hate hate hate hate myself for letting it happen.. but its done and theres nothing i can do

trickster

2007-01-29T10:58:00.000+08:00

got to say sth lol.

TRICKSTER HAS GOTTEN MORE FUN HAHA. FINE YES. CAUSE EVE'S PLAYING HAHA

i fell omg the floor din crack =O

2007-01-29T10:35:00.000+08:00

HAHAA ok. honestly it looks worst than whatever i'm showing lol. it was bleeding k. lol.

i ran. i fell. lol. the bus la tmd why come so early =x ok. been busy o.o projects and all. biggest problem of handling the toughnest of the work now o.o. yes believe it or not. i feel teh stress. and omg i have no idea why but me and my friends are talking in this way. "i iz teh uber" "i iz hungry" "i iz teh n00bz0r" shit man. what has borat done to US =O corrupted our oh so innocent minds =O. got to stop.. got to... NOTT.. ok see? =/ only those who watch borat wud've known >.<'' ALRIGHT. short entry. lazy to write nemore =x OH YEA. lets just say.. subjects so tough.. i gave up on two subjects le o.o retaking i guess?

random statements

honestly? if u dun giv a dam why should i? i dont know. theres sstill that soft side of me that wants to least show a lil concern even as a friend. but yup. there are frends.. u cud do without.. i dunno o.o i sound super hostile dun i?

and omg ytd we went to buy sushi. chee bye theres this guy that went "siam la" to jj. i got pissed. i don take nonsence frm peeps. esp not to my friends. umz yes. esp not to my girl-friends note the hyphen. lucky him he said it to jj =] if he said it to eve, gawd noes what i wud've done. so ya. act beng loh. cause jj was in this kinda noobish clothing which makes him look like a geek. den i told eve. "eh don need buy anymore le, people ask us to siam" loudly. so that he can hear. wah seh. he quiet sia. he did take a look at me yep i saw it. what to do? with the gf ma. must act TOUGH. seriusly.so kewl. later found out he was actually eve's primary school mate. fuck kiasu singaporeans. and fuck "infront of gf" ah bengs wannabes. =] over and out

o.o

2007-01-25T20:34:00.000+08:00

theres sth so up with me o.o i feel so fan lol. thats all o.o buh bye o.o

to eve

2007-01-25T13:18:00.000+08:00

ok there are somethings u just cant say out. but this i got to say. sorry eve o.o' my public apology to u o.o i noe. what i've been saying has been too crude and too unfeeling. dui bu qi. sincere apologies. gomenasai. i din mean it really o.o all i wan was the best for u :P thats all i had ever wanted too ^^'' no? u are pretty =] esp when u combine ur beauty and character together =] which is also why i've yet to look for another girl lol. noone can be compared to u yet o.o and yea pls peeps dun misunderstand the meaning of this post >.< i just wanna say sorry. and yep trust those sms o.o

random statement:
1
they're so sweet. lol looking at them sometimes just makes me envious of the love they share lol. yes i'm talking about yaya and ruzaini. =] u guys are the sweetest lil thing. they're one couple. when they quarrel. i'll just sit there and giggle to myself lol cuz i noe for a fact. at the end of the day.they'll make it work. cuz they just love each other too much lol. learnt that yaya's ruzaini's first. omg? lol. and they can make it that far! lol. what to do roz is a nice guy yaya cherish him lol. and yes roz cherish her o.o u'll nv find anyone as siao as her i guarantee LOL.
2
sometimes just sometimes. they remind me of u looool
3
i nv wanna give up. i nv did. but i think i'm going to real soon.. nv have i felt so lost. breaking down's an option. but nope o.o it din help o.o schools making my life shit. and i wan to go out for a walk to enjoy company i enjoy o.o that.. is the oni way of relaxation i have now.. i really just wan to make it through. but i dun feel like wasting the years i already have wasted. shit.. and i cant stop overslping.. sth's wrong with me. i noe what. but i dun wanna say o.o

HEH

2007-01-23T12:25:00.000+08:00

yat is so gay

its 1:17am

2007-01-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

and what am i doing awake. right. after saying that i got scolded "shut up" see. thats what i call hao xing mei hao bao. tmd. ok. back to point. i'm awake and yet v v v v v v v v tired. why? cuz of an idiot. who gawd noes what she was doing in the afternoon. she has to go through this now. poor girl =/

quarreled with my sis. about my dog. fark it. when he got lost. and i saw him in such a good condition with another girl. i din wanted to get him back. why? cuz he was in better hands. and when u love someone or something that bad. thats all u wan him/her have. a goood pair of hands to look after him/her. no rephrase. not good. a better. than comes my sis AND mum. asked me to get him back from that ger. i refused. noone knew what was going through my mind. nope. not even eve. not till i broke down and explain why i didnt wanted him back. just thinking of it gives me the shiets. and nw when his back. all they noe is to talk about putting him to slp. omg fark u bitch. i clean the shiet. 9/10 times whats wrong with u cleaning it when u'r home. WHY is it that when u see the urine u have to come ask me to clean? HAVE I EVER SEEN URINE AND ASK U TO CLEAN FOR ME? HAVE I? u wanted him back urself. and now u wan him dead. i swear on one thing though. if u guys both. u and mum. ever put boy to slp. i wont call u jie or ma no more. i'll call you murderers. i swear =] bye

ytd

2007-01-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

ytd was a ok day. day was cool windy and wet. ^.- met up with pearlyn in the afternoon to get her contact lens washing solution. cool thing was she came to EP to get them another cool thing was.
it
is
out
of
PRODUCTION -_-
gawd i wonder how long she hasnt bought them lol. she was fretting over what shud she do if she does do OSIP and wont be able to wash her lens. fret not? u wont be able to wash it now anyway -.-' den sent her home and otw i saw WANTING. omg la its been so long lol. cud barely recognise her cause of the make up she had on. ha she does look a wee bit more prettier i guess? and after that she actually smsed me "WW! YOU SLIM DOWN! ALOT!" woooooooo thats my main pt of mentioning that xD =x after that went to 85 market for dinner. WOOT. shiok xD stingray rox. shiet o.o forgot to take a pic of it. BUT at the end of everything. *Whispers* even the bones of the ray was gone. LOL =X carnivore i am o.o ^^'' oh yea.. forgot to mention sis bought donuts from donut factory and i had help bathing boy2 xD and his hair is short again looks so clean now lol. i shud bathe him more often. but its just too hard without help. he struggles way too much and its impossible to cut his hair without help. IMPOSSIBLE -.-' eve shud noe -.-' aights. done with the day on comes the new one gonna go gym after helping reb out with her dreamweaver. geez gers -.-.

pierce

2007-01-14T14:18:00.000+08:00

of yea o.o i'm seriusly thinking of piercing my left ear o.o don know if i shud though o.o pretty sure i'll get in trouble with my mum. but i don giv a shiet. i think it looks not bad not cuz it looks beng or what can -.- big size guy with piercing xD gonna ask WL if he wans also not! hmm.. gonna cut extremely short hair for CNY OSO! ^^''

friends? acquaintance? or buddy?

2007-01-14T13:31:00.000+08:00

now heres an interesting topic to talk about. how you classify your friends o.o quoted from eve's blog..

friend.
friend /frɛnd/
–noun
1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4. a member of the same nation, party, etc.
5. (initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker. –verb (used with object)
6. Rare. to befriend. —Idiom
7. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to.

acquaintance.
ac·quaint·ance /əˈkweɪntns/
1. a person known to one, but usually not a close friend.
2. the state of being acquainted.
3. personal knowledge as a result of study, experience, etc.: a good acquaintance with French wines.
4. (used with a plural verb) the persons with whom one is acquainted.

buddy
bud·dy /ˈbʌdi/
1. comrade or chum (often used as a term of address).
2. –verb (used without object)
3. to be a companion; be friendly or on intimate terms. —Verb phrases
4. buddy up,
a. to become friendly; be on friendly or intimate terms.
b. to work closely together: to buddy up with a student from another high school.
5. buddy up to, to become friendly with or curry the favor of: He was buddying up to the political bosses

hmmm? honestly i din read much into it lol but yea o.o whose your buddy and whose ur acquaintance? or whose ur friend? u noe what i think? i think they're all friends. its like SETS? the smaller set the bigger set.. and friends will be the universal set? lol woah A maths o.o an acquaintance is a friend.. so is a buddy..in the end they're your friends no? JUST A MATTER OF HOW CLOSE thats all i guess? lol.

random statements

statement 1:
NOOONE is contented with what they have. yep i mean NOONE. everyone has a complain or 2 in their life is just a matter of how u live with it. if u think you're contentEd you're lying to yourself lol. you're just feeling happy now tats all. but when troubles start pouring in you start to think of how the world owes u this and that. no?

statement 2:
i'm known famously as mr nice -.- i swear. even my teacher says i'm a very sweet and nice guy WOAH. =x

statement 3
to know that nothing you've done in the past was appreciated or even remembered stinks.. and to only know it after you die sometimes make you want to meet death soon. who'll cry for you? what will they think of when they do? its a dying question o.o literally. physically -.-'' no i'm not dying lol. neither am i gonna kill mself to find that out. BUT if i do die. i'd want something you know ^^ i'd want a big thank you list from whoever lol. i'd wanna feel appreciated even when i die :P or espcially when i die -.-''

eh btw eve a hardworking and quiet side of you i've seen alot of times can its nth new -.- you just din realise it till someone told you -.- it happened all the time when u'r studying lol. ALL THE TIME. and i still don understand that quote! -.-' why love nourishes from above!? i tot people says love comes from deep inside blabla i nv heard of surface love b4!? i'm dying to know what that quote means cuz its so farking chim! or am i turning shallow o.o''

my hp diary

2007-01-08T15:18:00.000+08:00

some of u know of it =] thing is i have had more than those entries.. just to remind me of things ya noe? for memories sake. guess thats why people blog. unfortunately.. i lost a great deal of it. dammit.. forgot to save it when i sent the phone for repair.. cursed and swear at the lost memories. none of which i rmb in it was good :P its funny how come nth happy actually when in there lol. oh wait o.o there is o.o ah who cares. its a new year =] and now i've got my new diary ha. gonna change url dont know what yet. needa grow up =/ needa grow out too lol.

random and only statement
lol. it was all a joke. maybe she was right o.o *Wasted*

anyone fears being lonely?

2007-01-07T15:46:00.000+08:00

started the day waking up at 8am. needed to head to Jurong east to get my computer fix up. lonely ride there =] u noe its time when u go out alone where u start to think more. cause theres noone to divert ur attention or anything. i cleared some thoughts.. and some doubts. there u go before i knew it. i've reached JE. walked my way to acer building again. Hot day.. who cares.. i was alone with noone to bother. sent the com for repair and i've got to go back on tues =/ took my time going home. walked arnd JE exploring the place before trying to find wheres the mrt again. by the time i reached home.. it was 130 already.. took a short nap woke up and was ready to leave to meet mey,yuze,weilie again =] the best bunch u cud go out with i swear. they make ur time fly. but just when i was about to bathe plyn called. asked me what was i doing staying home on such a nice day. i replied err... i'm going out? she said WHERE! i replied.. i have no idea? den she said. WHY NEVER ASK ME OUT!? i was like err.. u wan to go u go bathe now lo? den she kept askin where i was going and who i was meeting. and den i popped up this question. "eh? since when i got a gf ah? how come i din noe?" she heard it acted blur and say ok la. don disturb u le byebye *KUP* -_- ok back to story mode. we went to kbox. not my kinda place. WASTE OF MONEY =X for me at least lol. who cares. i just din wanted to stay home alone o.o ate dinner.. went to starbucks to slack. bought iced mocha java chips frupucino cool huh? din noe they stop rhumba lol k i know i lag sory lol. firstly i'm not the type to go to those places and secondly. i wont name it =] and than we rushed to catch the last mrt ha. it was home for me =] and i talked with ching till like 5 and fell aslp. the end =]

certain things i've come to term with. when i'm alone.. i can do alot of things like not bother about my smell or sweat =x its freedom i love =] am gonna do it again this tues.. just gonna roam arnd jurong and check building and people out fun fun.

no random statement. nose killing me from 2 days ago fuck.

T.T

2007-01-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

u have no idea how much i missed my boys o.o I ALMOST CRIED SEEING HIM. I ALMOST CRIED AGAIN SMELLING HIM T.T I SWEEEARRR

my boys =]

muacks and kisses FROM UR PAPA. hkahkahka OMG I MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY O.O
sorry to patty though o.o don really have much feelings with him o.o i do wonder why lol. but yea o.o tatty's like a live thing to me =] T.T i really did miss him T.T

videos

2007-01-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

rubbish video LOL

cameraman:
yu ze
actors:
yuze, weilie, wei wen

FIREWORKS

cameraman:
wei wen
special effects:
Singapore government =x
background "MUSIC":
weilie, wei wen, yuze and a hell loads of random screams from random people in marina square ^^''

uploading the last of the video o.o an extremey shaky version done by an extremely shaky man-.-' u'll see what i mean lol blog back later =]

HERE IT IS

umz o.o i was bored?

2007-01-02T18:33:00.000+08:00

o.o

why

2007-01-02T05:24:00.000+08:00

dont know why o.o i just feel filled up all of a sudden o.o lotsa stuff going through my mind now. and i would proclaim them as forbidden. ha. things i shudnt be thinking but am thinking. why? cant tell u. what? cant tell u. lol. hen fan jiu dui le o.o

i've got a few things i wanna achieve this year.. i wanna change into a better person.. cause i seriusly feel.. i suck.. ha. i wanna see my bank account with money which would mean to work.. and i will.. i've got others.. thats to be known by me and only me ha. gambatte kudasai ww san =]

oh yea! and i made plans for one of my new year resolution already i wont elaborate on what is it just in case i fail =] it'll take effect after i wake up ha. dont know if i got the determination or not.. but i'll try. i need to.. and i want to also. just that theres no aim.. ha too chim to understand? :P i wont elaborate xD

would like to end my day saying. sorry fen cudnt help u. and i wanna say also... arse =] hang in there. death dont come plan.. but whats most important is tt we dont forget the dearly departed yea? and sorry to have troubled u..

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

2007-01-01T19:48:00.000+08:00

aights xD DAY WAS KEWL. though tiring lol. am kinda lazy to upload the fireworks pics into youtube -.-' so i shall not yea xD so! here comes the pics!

1st stop! THE FORBIDDEN STEPS. (to sit on and like we care?)

yuze

and this would be weilie

BWAHAHA. gawd. the things people do when they're sitting down in a mall. =x

isnt this like kewl? all the wishing balls all thrown out into the river o.o carries the wishes of singapore =] for singapore. and also for friends and somewhere out there was our ball. theo ne weilie and yuze made o.o or destroyed whichever lol. it was a dam nice sight. unfortunately i cudnt get a v nice picture >.<

fuckers

2007-01-01T19:45:00.000+08:00

ppl who stay on in a relationship cause of sex are fuckers. literally physically and mentaly

pardon the randomness =]

happy new year yall =]

2007-01-01T08:15:00.000+08:00

Happy new year yall =] wrote ur new year resolutions le ma? ^^? will blog more about my day later in the afternoon ^^ have videos and pictures for yall xD just got home from a pretty wild nite lol. CIAOZ ^^

touching quote

2006-12-30T15:35:00.000+08:00

"what i mean is noone expects u to be perfect but you're not just any ger you're my gf and i think i'd noe u better den that jackass" i edited a lil lol. but isnt it touching? i'm gonna say it to my nxt gf man LOL =x schweet =]

oh yea. wanan say something. bout.. guys pride. you gers noe about them dont u? how they act "kewl" despite how much they love u. but do u noe that there are guys that'll just throw away their pride infront of the person they love o.o? not thats love =]

yes its tt time again my random statements of the days

statement 1:
dont brood over things. you'll get over it in time and you'll be a better judge of of others as a result. ^^ setbacks brings us up ^^

statement 2:
isnt it kewl how come we only think about the bad things when we're sad? we think and think and only get worse. hows that suppose to help us get better? one things for sure though. time heals all wound its just a matter of how long the time is thats all. bare that i mind yall ^^ hope that helps whoever sad out there =]

statement 3:
death comes and noone plans for it. especially not for the people or person whoms close to you. but when death does comes to someone close you noe what i think is most important even to the diseased? is that you dont forget them. =] memories are forever ^^

all about mac coms

2006-12-30T03:59:00.000+08:00

they suck. even the programs u need to dl for them sux. gosh. -.- maybe i just dont know how to use it? who noes lol. i spend like HOURS tryna install but to no avail >.<>.< FEN U OWE ME LA =X

small faults or big faults

2006-12-30T03:51:00.000+08:00

ok i watched the show yu le bai fen bai and then this aunty was saying.
"its ok if they have faults up to a certain extend cause thats what makes boys attractive."
she also added saying
"its also how long can u live with that fault of theirs"
i found it so true la o.o who cares if ur other party is not perfect or watsoever. theres something u like about them and something u dont. the only question is how long can u live with that something u dont like about them, isnt it?

stereo typist

2006-12-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

my sis is one :D

woah look at the time o.o

2006-12-29T04:22:00.000+08:00

ok.i would like to start of with. I GOT CONNED BY EVE.I BOUGHT A E33 FOR EVE DEN. DEN!! I ENDED UP DRINKING IT LA. its suck a pure waste of money. i rather drink beer -.-' ok it was 1am + in da morning when i headed over to eve place lol. to get some softwares and to catch up! lol. i did my usual stuff! LOL FEED HER. lol. bought steamed dumblings and THOSAI for her lol. the reason why i caps it its cause ITS THE THING THAT LURED HER TO WANTED TO EAT AT NIGHT HAHA. half way through eating. MAKE ME GO CHOOSE CLOTHING FOR HER TO WEAR TMR =O AND M-Y F-O-O-D T-U-R-N-E-D C-O-L-D. DOUBLE YOU TEE EF. lucky i almost finished it xD. OH YEA AND WE COMPETED JUMPING QUEST HA. eve. u need to practice more xD i tell u what k? the day u manage to beat me upside down. i'll go clubbing with u ^^? and I'LL PAY haha. on bo? lol. ok. foods done. competition done. chatting done time to head home ^^. and boy oh boy. was home welcoming me. MY LIFT BROKE DOWN LA. I HAD TO CLIMB 11 STORIES UP. AGAIN. AGAIN WTF. lol aights ^^ time to end here. got to slp le hur. oh ya. tmr gonna hav this very pissy entry if something doesnt happen =] i'm pissed with someone.. or maybe its disapointment? whatever it is.. if it continues. i'll stop it personally =] nitez yall. blog back later ^^

dao people

2006-12-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

i hate dao ppl. really i do o.o

o.o

2006-12-28T19:05:00.000+08:00

doesnt this looks kewl? lol. jj got it for me from taiwan o.o woah lol

heres comes a real blog entry =] lets start by saying.. i found a new kaki to chat with me on the phone ^^ hi eve lol.. yes so what if she's my ex ha whom i was so in love with. and no. it wont happen again haha. we both came to a conclusion which is "why the fuck were we together" lol AND FOR SO LONG O.O HOW DID WE LAST haha. we are like so different la o.o? opposites attract maybe o.o? i dunnoe either. why ah eve? lol. oh yea! the topics we talked about IS SO FUNNY LA LOL. WTF I'M LAUGHING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT LOOL. there are some things tt oni ex's can talk about lol. WTF I CANT STOP LAUGHING LOL.

heres comes my random statements of the day =]

statement 1:

Hmm.. advice to people out there yea? the time u get a gf or bf.. make sure its better den ur previous one o.o else theres no point la? if ur previous gf thats better den the current gf and u guys cant make it. DEN WHAT FOR TRY WITH A LOUSIER ONE LA? =X dunnoe if u guys agree with me o.o?

Statement 2

u can change for someone.. but u cant make that person change for u.. this sentence is so true o.o but i do wonder.. why change for someone who doesnt change for u? =/ also.. why be someone u'r not? den his just loving u for who u'r trying to be and not who u are.. problems are bound to happen in the end de.. so its either talk it out.. or just be what u are =]

Statement 3

i wana noe something wor o.o wud u gers.. rather marry someone u love.. or marry someone who loves u..

statement 4

always rmb guys are assholes. and horny bastards. they say what they say to get what they wan. i'm a guy. i noe. so trust me. yes. i'm the above too =] at least i'm honest enuff to admit =x dun trust anyone..

theres something wrong with my mind.. i've change so drastically dat i;m scared of myself. i dun wanna share my changes to anyone.. not even u.. i'm no longer tt double you double you le.. and i dun like it but theres nth i can do o.o i'll just wait..

day well spent?

2006-12-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

NOT. day was spent at home playing games lol.its at times like this i miss her =] slept at 7am in the morning got woke up at 8am for shiet reason den when back to slp again at 830am waking up at 4pm helped preparations of dinner and started the gaming session all the way till now. i'm sick of it -.-' KEWL DAY HUH? lol.

i've got a new year resolution and its to start saving money again lol i'm flat broke. shit. i wonder why -.-'

oh yea.. just some random statements.
Statement 1:
i see no reason why a girl cant date a younger guy. cause i'll certainly date an older women. who cares right? as long they're worth it? so what if they're younger/older its how they think thats matters. he/she might just be the right one and u'r giving up the chance cause of age =O tts so.. i dunnoe what tts lol.
Statement 2:
everyones waiting for "the one" but everyone has requirements for "the one" so how can "the one" come to u, the only way is u go to "the one" no? my guess is thats why gers are starting to make their first move. yes no? maybe o.o?
Statement 3:
looks does matter u jackass. so what if u grow old and u turn fugly. thats what happens WHEN U GROW OLD. but u'r freaking young now people get bf/gf at this age for a couple of reasons 1 to showoff 2 to showoff 3 to showoff and lastly to showoff. and of course theres that small little gritty other reason. den u gonna tell me NO ITS FOR COMFORT WHEN U'R DOWN AND WHEN U NEED HELP. i got a comment though for that friends do that.
Statement 4
its love when u'r happy when his happy. its love when u wan to make him happy. its love when u feel a need to make him happy of course i meant that as well for guys o.o =] yes. happiness is the key =]

ALL ABOUT MY CHRISTMAS.

2006-12-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

ONE WORD. FUN. ha. christmas was spent in orchard. first was only me yuze and weilie. and the kewl thing was. we three had no purpose. lol. we just kept walking around doing nth. den it started to rain and the floor was extremely slipperly. we decided to make full use of the rain lol. there was this slope down at marina square. WE GOT TEMPTED. WE WERE SLIDING OUR WAY DOWN THE SLOPE LOOOL god it was dam fun lool guys who look for cheap thrills arent we? lol. dammit i wished i had videoed that down i swear lol. WE TOLD OURSELF THE NEXT TIME IT RAINS WE'LL DO IT AGAIN LOOL. nxt stop. orchard. we went there YUP with no purpose too. walked and walked DEN WE MET YUZE FRIEND O.O god they looked like a boring bunch of esigners. BUT GUESS WHAT. THEY'RE NOT. they were the fun of the day loool they brought us to play billiard and while walking there. WE GOT SPRAYED BY THEM. and tt point of time we werent arm and were caught of guard. YES the next thing we did HEH. WE BOUGHT ARMS. loool after the biliard we heading down back to orchard. and WTH KIDS CAME TO SPRAY US. dammit they were courting death. I TOOK MY SPRAY OUT AND SPRAYED ONE KID. and turned him into snowman. lool then the gang of kids sprayed me -.- and yes i turned into a snowman too. i walked away and this ONE kid followed me behind gave me a last spray and said "BYEBYE" omg? talk about courtesy lool then.. it was war.. between... OUR OWN KIND. lol. the gers just sprayed us without warning lool and DAMMIT I WAS THE ONE TT KEPT GETTING AIMED INTO A SNOWMAN. i did turned one of them into a snowman too lol. cause she kept spraying me for no reason! lol. everyone was an assasin for a day xD orchard was fun ^^ chaotic. squezzy. but yes fun =] alot of stories happen ytd ha. too many to type down. its not that my this entry aint long enuff ha. =] best christmas yet. oh yea. thanks pearlyn for the present. thanks ade for ur present again too ha =]

a jar of cookies from pearlyn
she thinks i'm not fat enuff ha.
sweet =] thanks

a cup from adeline lol. its dam cute lol =]

gawd o.o just a nice picture haha

unfortunately the main pictures are with the other gang >.< have to wait till she comes on b4 i can gett he rest. merry christmas yall =]

realised.. and craps

2006-12-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

backed from my recent trip to malaysia to visit my aunt there =] was pretty kewl.. bought stuffs.. new clothes new bags.. new shoes and collected some stuffs too.. collected thoughts in me. thoughts of "whats ifs" questions in me on why the trip could have gotten much beta =/ i asked myself..
what if there was someone there with me.
what if there was someone there shopping with me..
what if there was someone there playing with ryan there with me..
what if there was someone there to accompany me in my sleep..
what if there was someone there to chat with me till the wee hours till we fall aslp

yeps i noe.. all this are related what ifs.. it all boils down to this. What If I Had That Special Someone There With Me?

nope. i din come to realise tt i was in love with anyone.. nor did i really missed anyone.. which i actually did lol.. i missed talking to both plyn and ch b4 i slp. i missed hearing tt siao char bor complain and iritate me lol. yes i'm weird =] but ya all this things was what i kept on thinking b4 i slpt =p. sure i missed my bed and my pillow and my privacy lol.. but i did missed both of them o.o everywhere i went. each dress i saw i though of pearlyn. each funny looking shirt i saw i tot of ch. and b4 i slpt i tot of both of them. NO i'm not in love with them lol. they're my very good friend. superb i tell u =] I WONDER IF THEY FELT THE SAME? lol. I DOUBT IT LA? ha. ok back to what i realised o.o what i did realise was.. seeing my sis and des tt life so nice to be attached o.o the hugs.. the holding of hands the kiss good night.. the arguments u have b4 u buy something lol.. yea.. all his brought back memories of tt ger i once had o.o but no.. its just memories.. no feelings came back. it just wudve been so much more fun having someone with u there =]

oh yea.. a dying questions i wud like to ask. do i make a very bad bf? cause i think i do u noe. fact tt i cant provide them with material stuffs but all i noe how to do is teach them to save money o.o but of course.. when i do have the money i do shower them with gifts i think they'll like.. then theres the temperamental part of me.. i realised after the break up.. i'm no longer the me i use to be.. the one tt has no temper o.o is it so tt i've had enuff of getting bullied? but no.. i dun tink so cause theres still people out there i cant say no to. yes feel honoured u jackass lol. but why? i dunt know.. i seriusly dun like my temper and i have come to realise.. i'm not scared of getting into trouble any more.. i stare at ppl who stare at me o.o infact i think i almost got into a fight o.o i was staring at this guy who was staring at me during class. den later as i was heading down he told his friend "cb tt guy keep staring at me" THEY WERE BENGS not tt i care -.- but yea lucky me nth happen i guess lol. ok wait why am i here now -.- back to the topic. yea.. i tink i'm only good with providing daily neccesities to my gf o.o food.. company.. u noe? all those? sometimes even i feel its not good enuff.. i dunt know =/

long entry i noe. but yea its been a real long time since i typed out my thoughts. and i've got a msg i wanna tell pwong. pwong u'r over relient on me -.- u got to stop. U MUST. not tt i mind but.. u'r asking for help more and more often le =/ and i'm scared tt one day i just might not be there how? dead? or attacheD? things like death dun come planned u noe? =/ plan ur time carefully babe.. do ur work even though u'r alone.. werent u doing that last time? jiayo =]

msg to ching, u'r the most reliable friend i got lol. i dun hav much to say to u lol cept this o.o thanks =) for the company whenever i'm bored ha. u'r always there when i'm bored! till i fall aslp loool appreciate =] ur friend here hates loneliness =/

cheers and smiles to the 2 very impt person i hav o.o

OF COURSE THERES ADELINE. thanks ade for the cup o.o its farking cute. i love it lol. cute things are my things ^^'' ur christmas pressie was tt hp strap -.- oops? i'll get u a bdae gift haha.. SOMEONES GONNA TURN 20 LE. ^^ so am i lol nt tt i care i look older den dat anyway. all da best ya? wish u and hunny one 3 one 4 ^^

chan. signing out =]

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