anyone fears being lonely?

started the day waking up at 8am. needed to head to Jurong east to get my computer fix up. lonely ride there =] u noe its time when u go out alone where u start to think more. cause theres noone to divert ur attention or anything. i cleared some thoughts.. and some doubts. there u go before i knew it. i've reached JE. walked my way to acer building again. Hot day.. who cares.. i was alone with noone to bother. sent the com for repair and i've got to go back on tues =/ took my time going home. walked arnd JE exploring the place before trying to find wheres the mrt again. by the time i reached home.. it was 130 already.. took a short nap woke up and was ready to leave to meet mey,yuze,weilie again =] the best bunch u cud go out with i swear. they make ur time fly. but just when i was about to bathe plyn called. asked me what was i doing staying home on such a nice day. i replied err... i'm going out? she said WHERE! i replied.. i have no idea? den she said. WHY NEVER ASK ME OUT!? i was like err.. u wan to go u go bathe now lo? den she kept askin where i was going and who i was meeting. and den i popped up this question. "eh? since when i got a gf ah? how come i din noe?" she heard it acted blur and say ok la. don disturb u le byebye *KUP* -_- ok back to story mode. we went to kbox. not my kinda place. WASTE OF MONEY =X for me at least lol. who cares. i just din wanted to stay home alone o.o ate dinner.. went to starbucks to slack. bought iced mocha java chips frupucino cool huh? din noe they stop rhumba lol k i know i lag sory lol. firstly i'm not the type to go to those places and secondly. i wont name it =] and than we rushed to catch the last mrt ha. it was home for me =] and i talked with ching till like 5 and fell aslp. the end =]

certain things i've come to term with. when i'm alone.. i can do alot of things like not bother about my smell or sweat =x its freedom i love =] am gonna do it again this tues.. just gonna roam arnd jurong and check building and people out fun fun.

no random statement. nose killing me from 2 days ago fuck.