so i'm getting sick of this bed

and i'm gonna go hunt one soon.. i rlly rlly rlly feel like shouting my piece of mind here o.o but no~ i wont i'll pen it down instead. u noe why? cause i've turned into someone who cant trust others no more~ ching feels it.. right? i stopped talking to u about life. but its not oni u. i dunt share secrets with noone no more~ neither do i share feelings i've got deep within. but.. i so wish to be able to be bold enough to voice myself in my blog. make known my feelings. this anger kept inside of me o.o is gonna get outta hand one day i'm pretty sure. and i dont wan to end up shouting at people. and i cant bring myself to shout at people i love. but yea i did once. and i ended up shivering(i really was shivering. outta anger and of tears) out. alone. cause the one person i turned to didnt bother listening to what i had to say. hmmm come to think of it i think that was the day i stopped talking to people. for now. without my bed.. i just wan company.. especially at night~ but even that is hard to find now. cause jojo sleeps early now. plyns overseas. evelyns busy and we quarrel all too often..and oh yes.. i'd like to thank jojo cause jojo never rejects me. and gets me when she's bored! and for someone thats always bored that means alot :P

so i'm suppose to say 10 random things(cause yaya tagged me)
1: i hate people who ignore my sms
2: i hate people who block me in msn for no fucking reason.
3: i hate people who thinks i've got no temper
4: omfg so many i hates now for some i loves
5: i love people who ask me out cause they miss me =D
6: i need a pouch mine got stained by my sis
7: i saw this thing i rlly liked today hehe should i go get it?
8: i don like people who go "i wanted to but.." cause its always an excuse followed after.
9: in my life. i made only 1 major mistake and if i could turn back time i would change that.
10: I FUCKING HATE THAT MISTAKE I MADE I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT.

oh shit lemme add one more. guys -_- stop forwarding me chains smses -_- cause i don bother fwding AND i received one this year about if i don send my mum will die -_-? fck u -.-''

and so i'm suppose to choose 5 ppl to continue this randomness. i'm not gonna choose 5 people cause i'll most prolly get fcked by them. so i'll choose just 3? can i? LOL MY APOLOGIES TO MY VICTIMS

1: adeline ho chen ying
2: JOJO
3: wenjie

heres ur instructions...

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names and why you choose them. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog entry. oops ^^