touching quote

"what i mean is noone expects u to be perfect but you're not just any ger you're my gf and i think i'd noe u better den that jackass" i edited a lil lol. but isnt it touching? i'm gonna say it to my nxt gf man LOL =x schweet =]

oh yea. wanan say something. bout.. guys pride. you gers noe about them dont u? how they act "kewl" despite how much they love u. but do u noe that there are guys that'll just throw away their pride infront of the person they love o.o? not thats love =]

yes its tt time again my random statements of the days

statement 1:
dont brood over things. you'll get over it in time and you'll be a better judge of of others as a result. ^^ setbacks brings us up ^^

statement 2:
isnt it kewl how come we only think about the bad things when we're sad? we think and think and only get worse. hows that suppose to help us get better? one things for sure though. time heals all wound its just a matter of how long the time is thats all. bare that i mind yall ^^ hope that helps whoever sad out there =]

statement 3:
death comes and noone plans for it. especially not for the people or person whoms close to you. but when death does comes to someone close you noe what i think is most important even to the diseased? is that you dont forget them. =] memories are forever ^^

all about mac coms

they suck. even the programs u need to dl for them sux. gosh. -.- maybe i just dont know how to use it? who noes lol. i spend like HOURS tryna install but to no avail >.<>.< FEN U OWE ME LA =X

small faults or big faults

ok i watched the show yu le bai fen bai and then this aunty was saying.
"its ok if they have faults up to a certain extend cause thats what makes boys attractive."
she also added saying
"its also how long can u live with that fault of theirs"
i found it so true la o.o who cares if ur other party is not perfect or watsoever. theres something u like about them and something u dont. the only question is how long can u live with that something u dont like about them, isnt it?

stereo typist

my sis is one :D

woah look at the time o.o

ok.i would like to start of with. I GOT CONNED BY EVE.I BOUGHT A E33 FOR EVE DEN. DEN!! I ENDED UP DRINKING IT LA. its suck a pure waste of money. i rather drink beer -.-' ok it was 1am + in da morning when i headed over to eve place lol. to get some softwares and to catch up! lol. i did my usual stuff! LOL FEED HER. lol. bought steamed dumblings and THOSAI for her lol. the reason why i caps it its cause ITS THE THING THAT LURED HER TO WANTED TO EAT AT NIGHT HAHA. half way through eating. MAKE ME GO CHOOSE CLOTHING FOR HER TO WEAR TMR =O AND M-Y F-O-O-D T-U-R-N-E-D C-O-L-D. DOUBLE YOU TEE EF. lucky i almost finished it xD. OH YEA AND WE COMPETED JUMPING QUEST HA. eve. u need to practice more xD i tell u what k? the day u manage to beat me upside down. i'll go clubbing with u ^^? and I'LL PAY haha. on bo? lol. ok. foods done. competition done. chatting done time to head home ^^. and boy oh boy. was home welcoming me. MY LIFT BROKE DOWN LA. I HAD TO CLIMB 11 STORIES UP. AGAIN. AGAIN WTF. lol aights ^^ time to end here. got to slp le hur. oh ya. tmr gonna hav this very pissy entry if something doesnt happen =] i'm pissed with someone.. or maybe its disapointment? whatever it is.. if it continues. i'll stop it personally =] nitez yall. blog back later ^^

dao people

i hate dao ppl. really i do o.o

o.o

doesnt this looks kewl? lol. jj got it for me from taiwan o.o woah lol





heres comes a real blog entry =] lets start by saying.. i found a new kaki to chat with me on the phone ^^ hi eve lol.. yes so what if she's my ex ha whom i was so in love with. and no. it wont happen again haha. we both came to a conclusion which is "why the fuck were we together" lol AND FOR SO LONG O.O HOW DID WE LAST haha. we are like so different la o.o? opposites attract maybe o.o? i dunnoe either. why ah eve? lol. oh yea! the topics we talked about IS SO FUNNY LA LOL. WTF I'M LAUGHING JUST THINKING ABOUT IT LOOL. there are some things tt oni ex's can talk about lol. WTF I CANT STOP LAUGHING LOL.

heres comes my random statements of the day =]

statement 1:

Hmm.. advice to people out there yea? the time u get a gf or bf.. make sure its better den ur previous one o.o else theres no point la? if ur previous gf thats better den the current gf and u guys cant make it. DEN WHAT FOR TRY WITH A LOUSIER ONE LA? =X dunnoe if u guys agree with me o.o?

Statement 2

u can change for someone.. but u cant make that person change for u.. this sentence is so true o.o but i do wonder.. why change for someone who doesnt change for u? =/ also.. why be someone u'r not? den his just loving u for who u'r trying to be and not who u are.. problems are bound to happen in the end de.. so its either talk it out.. or just be what u are =]

Statement 3

i wana noe something wor o.o wud u gers.. rather marry someone u love.. or marry someone who loves u..

statement 4

always rmb guys are assholes. and horny bastards. they say what they say to get what they wan. i'm a guy. i noe. so trust me. yes. i'm the above too =] at least i'm honest enuff to admit =x dun trust anyone..

theres something wrong with my mind.. i've change so drastically dat i;m scared of myself. i dun wanna share my changes to anyone.. not even u.. i'm no longer tt double you double you le.. and i dun like it but theres nth i can do o.o i'll just wait..

day well spent?

NOT. day was spent at home playing games lol.its at times like this i miss her =] slept at 7am in the morning got woke up at 8am for shiet reason den when back to slp again at 830am waking up at 4pm helped preparations of dinner and started the gaming session all the way till now. i'm sick of it -.-' KEWL DAY HUH? lol.

i've got a new year resolution and its to start saving money again lol i'm flat broke. shit. i wonder why -.-'

oh yea.. just some random statements.
Statement 1:
i see no reason why a girl cant date a younger guy. cause i'll certainly date an older women. who cares right? as long they're worth it? so what if they're younger/older its how they think thats matters. he/she might just be the right one and u'r giving up the chance cause of age =O tts so.. i dunnoe what tts lol.
Statement 2:
everyones waiting for "the one" but everyone has requirements for "the one" so how can "the one" come to u, the only way is u go to "the one" no? my guess is thats why gers are starting to make their first move. yes no? maybe o.o?
Statement 3:
looks does matter u jackass. so what if u grow old and u turn fugly. thats what happens WHEN U GROW OLD. but u'r freaking young now people get bf/gf at this age for a couple of reasons 1 to showoff 2 to showoff 3 to showoff and lastly to showoff. and of course theres that small little gritty other reason. den u gonna tell me NO ITS FOR COMFORT WHEN U'R DOWN AND WHEN U NEED HELP. i got a comment though for that friends do that.
Statement 4
its love when u'r happy when his happy. its love when u wan to make him happy. its love when u feel a need to make him happy of course i meant that as well for guys o.o =] yes. happiness is the key =]

ALL ABOUT MY CHRISTMAS.

ONE WORD. FUN. ha. christmas was spent in orchard. first was only me yuze and weilie. and the kewl thing was. we three had no purpose. lol. we just kept walking around doing nth. den it started to rain and the floor was extremely slipperly. we decided to make full use of the rain lol. there was this slope down at marina square. WE GOT TEMPTED. WE WERE SLIDING OUR WAY DOWN THE SLOPE LOOOL god it was dam fun lool guys who look for cheap thrills arent we? lol. dammit i wished i had videoed that down i swear lol. WE TOLD OURSELF THE NEXT TIME IT RAINS WE'LL DO IT AGAIN LOOL. nxt stop. orchard. we went there YUP with no purpose too. walked and walked DEN WE MET YUZE FRIEND O.O god they looked like a boring bunch of esigners. BUT GUESS WHAT. THEY'RE NOT. they were the fun of the day loool they brought us to play billiard and while walking there. WE GOT SPRAYED BY THEM. and tt point of time we werent arm and were caught of guard. YES the next thing we did HEH. WE BOUGHT ARMS. loool after the biliard we heading down back to orchard. and WTH KIDS CAME TO SPRAY US. dammit they were courting death. I TOOK MY SPRAY OUT AND SPRAYED ONE KID. and turned him into snowman. lool then the gang of kids sprayed me -.- and yes i turned into a snowman too. i walked away and this ONE kid followed me behind gave me a last spray and said "BYEBYE" omg? talk about courtesy lool then.. it was war.. between... OUR OWN KIND. lol. the gers just sprayed us without warning lool and DAMMIT I WAS THE ONE TT KEPT GETTING AIMED INTO A SNOWMAN. i did turned one of them into a snowman too lol. cause she kept spraying me for no reason! lol. everyone was an assasin for a day xD orchard was fun ^^ chaotic. squezzy. but yes fun =] alot of stories happen ytd ha. too many to type down. its not that my this entry aint long enuff ha. =] best christmas yet. oh yea. thanks pearlyn for the present. thanks ade for ur present again too ha =]

a jar of cookies from pearlyn
she thinks i'm not fat enuff ha.
sweet =] thanks






a cup from adeline lol. its dam cute lol =]






gawd o.o just a nice picture haha








unfortunately the main pictures are with the other gang >.< have to wait till she comes on b4 i can gett he rest. merry christmas yall =]

realised.. and craps

backed from my recent trip to malaysia to visit my aunt there =] was pretty kewl.. bought stuffs.. new clothes new bags.. new shoes and collected some stuffs too.. collected thoughts in me. thoughts of "whats ifs" questions in me on why the trip could have gotten much beta =/ i asked myself..
what if there was someone there with me.
what if there was someone there shopping with me..
what if there was someone there playing with ryan there with me..
what if there was someone there to accompany me in my sleep..
what if there was someone there to chat with me till the wee hours till we fall aslp

yeps i noe.. all this are related what ifs.. it all boils down to this. What If I Had That Special Someone There With Me?

nope. i din come to realise tt i was in love with anyone.. nor did i really missed anyone.. which i actually did lol.. i missed talking to both plyn and ch b4 i slp. i missed hearing tt siao char bor complain and iritate me lol. yes i'm weird =] but ya all this things was what i kept on thinking b4 i slpt =p. sure i missed my bed and my pillow and my privacy lol.. but i did missed both of them o.o everywhere i went. each dress i saw i though of pearlyn. each funny looking shirt i saw i tot of ch. and b4 i slpt i tot of both of them. NO i'm not in love with them lol. they're my very good friend. superb i tell u =] I WONDER IF THEY FELT THE SAME? lol. I DOUBT IT LA? ha. ok back to what i realised o.o what i did realise was.. seeing my sis and des tt life so nice to be attached o.o the hugs.. the holding of hands the kiss good night.. the arguments u have b4 u buy something lol.. yea.. all his brought back memories of tt ger i once had o.o but no.. its just memories.. no feelings came back. it just wudve been so much more fun having someone with u there =]

oh yea.. a dying questions i wud like to ask. do i make a very bad bf? cause i think i do u noe. fact tt i cant provide them with material stuffs but all i noe how to do is teach them to save money o.o but of course.. when i do have the money i do shower them with gifts i think they'll like.. then theres the temperamental part of me.. i realised after the break up.. i'm no longer the me i use to be.. the one tt has no temper o.o is it so tt i've had enuff of getting bullied? but no.. i dun tink so cause theres still people out there i cant say no to. yes feel honoured u jackass lol. but why? i dunt know.. i seriusly dun like my temper and i have come to realise.. i'm not scared of getting into trouble any more.. i stare at ppl who stare at me o.o infact i think i almost got into a fight o.o i was staring at this guy who was staring at me during class. den later as i was heading down he told his friend "cb tt guy keep staring at me" THEY WERE BENGS not tt i care -.- but yea lucky me nth happen i guess lol. ok wait why am i here now -.- back to the topic. yea.. i tink i'm only good with providing daily neccesities to my gf o.o food.. company.. u noe? all those? sometimes even i feel its not good enuff.. i dunt know =/

long entry i noe. but yea its been a real long time since i typed out my thoughts. and i've got a msg i wanna tell pwong. pwong u'r over relient on me -.- u got to stop. U MUST. not tt i mind but.. u'r asking for help more and more often le =/ and i'm scared tt one day i just might not be there how? dead? or attacheD? things like death dun come planned u noe? =/ plan ur time carefully babe.. do ur work even though u'r alone.. werent u doing that last time? jiayo =]

msg to ching, u'r the most reliable friend i got lol. i dun hav much to say to u lol cept this o.o thanks =) for the company whenever i'm bored ha. u'r always there when i'm bored! till i fall aslp loool appreciate =] ur friend here hates loneliness =/

cheers and smiles to the 2 very impt person i hav o.o

OF COURSE THERES ADELINE. thanks ade for the cup o.o its farking cute. i love it lol. cute things are my things ^^'' ur christmas pressie was tt hp strap -.- oops? i'll get u a bdae gift haha.. SOMEONES GONNA TURN 20 LE. ^^ so am i lol nt tt i care i look older den dat anyway. all da best ya? wish u and hunny one 3 one 4 ^^

chan. signing out =]