trickster

got to say sth lol.

TRICKSTER HAS GOTTEN MORE FUN HAHA. FINE YES. CAUSE EVE'S PLAYING HAHA

i fell omg the floor din crack =O

HAHAA ok. honestly it looks worst than whatever i'm showing lol. it was bleeding k. lol.

i ran. i fell. lol. the bus la tmd why come so early =x ok. been busy o.o projects and all. biggest problem of handling the toughnest of the work now o.o. yes believe it or not. i feel teh stress. and omg i have no idea why but me and my friends are talking in this way. "i iz teh uber" "i iz hungry" "i iz teh n00bz0r" shit man. what has borat done to US =O corrupted our oh so innocent minds =O. got to stop.. got to... NOTT.. ok see? =/ only those who watch borat wud've known >.<'' ALRIGHT. short entry. lazy to write nemore =x OH YEA. lets just say.. subjects so tough.. i gave up on two subjects le o.o retaking i guess?

random statements

honestly? if u dun giv a dam why should i? i dont know. theres sstill that soft side of me that wants to least show a lil concern even as a friend. but yup. there are frends.. u cud do without.. i dunno o.o i sound super hostile dun i?

and omg ytd we went to buy sushi. chee bye theres this guy that went "siam la" to jj. i got pissed. i don take nonsence frm peeps. esp not to my friends. umz yes. esp not to my girl-friends note the hyphen. lucky him he said it to jj =] if he said it to eve, gawd noes what i wud've done. so ya. act beng loh. cause jj was in this kinda noobish clothing which makes him look like a geek. den i told eve. "eh don need buy anymore le, people ask us to siam" loudly. so that he can hear. wah seh. he quiet sia. he did take a look at me yep i saw it. what to do? with the gf ma. must act TOUGH. seriusly.so kewl. later found out he was actually eve's primary school mate. fuck kiasu singaporeans. and fuck "infront of gf" ah bengs wannabes. =] over and out

o.o

theres sth so up with me o.o i feel so fan lol. thats all o.o buh bye o.o

to eve

ok there are somethings u just cant say out. but this i got to say. sorry eve o.o' my public apology to u o.o i noe. what i've been saying has been too crude and too unfeeling. dui bu qi. sincere apologies. gomenasai. i din mean it really o.o all i wan was the best for u :P thats all i had ever wanted too ^^'' no? u are pretty =] esp when u combine ur beauty and character together =] which is also why i've yet to look for another girl lol. noone can be compared to u yet o.o and yea pls peeps dun misunderstand the meaning of this post >.< i just wanna say sorry. and yep trust those sms o.o


random statement:
1
they're so sweet. lol looking at them sometimes just makes me envious of the love they share lol. yes i'm talking about yaya and ruzaini. =] u guys are the sweetest lil thing. they're one couple. when they quarrel. i'll just sit there and giggle to myself lol cuz i noe for a fact. at the end of the day.they'll make it work. cuz they just love each other too much lol. learnt that yaya's ruzaini's first. omg? lol. and they can make it that far! lol. what to do roz is a nice guy yaya cherish him lol. and yes roz cherish her o.o u'll nv find anyone as siao as her i guarantee LOL.
2
sometimes just sometimes. they remind me of u looool
3
i nv wanna give up. i nv did. but i think i'm going to real soon.. nv have i felt so lost. breaking down's an option. but nope o.o it din help o.o schools making my life shit. and i wan to go out for a walk to enjoy company i enjoy o.o that.. is the oni way of relaxation i have now.. i really just wan to make it through. but i dun feel like wasting the years i already have wasted. shit.. and i cant stop overslping.. sth's wrong with me. i noe what. but i dun wanna say o.o

HEH

yat is so gay

its 1:17am

and what am i doing awake. right. after saying that i got scolded "shut up" see. thats what i call hao xing mei hao bao. tmd. ok. back to point. i'm awake and yet v v v v v v v v tired. why? cuz of an idiot. who gawd noes what she was doing in the afternoon. she has to go through this now. poor girl =/

quarreled with my sis. about my dog. fark it. when he got lost. and i saw him in such a good condition with another girl. i din wanted to get him back. why? cuz he was in better hands. and when u love someone or something that bad. thats all u wan him/her have. a goood pair of hands to look after him/her. no rephrase. not good. a better. than comes my sis AND mum. asked me to get him back from that ger. i refused. noone knew what was going through my mind. nope. not even eve. not till i broke down and explain why i didnt wanted him back. just thinking of it gives me the shiets. and nw when his back. all they noe is to talk about putting him to slp. omg fark u bitch. i clean the shiet. 9/10 times whats wrong with u cleaning it when u'r home. WHY is it that when u see the urine u have to come ask me to clean? HAVE I EVER SEEN URINE AND ASK U TO CLEAN FOR ME? HAVE I? u wanted him back urself. and now u wan him dead. i swear on one thing though. if u guys both. u and mum. ever put boy to slp. i wont call u jie or ma no more. i'll call you murderers. i swear =] bye

ytd

ytd was a ok day. day was cool windy and wet. ^.- met up with pearlyn in the afternoon to get her contact lens washing solution. cool thing was she came to EP to get them another cool thing was.
it
is
out
of
PRODUCTION -_-
gawd i wonder how long she hasnt bought them lol. she was fretting over what shud she do if she does do OSIP and wont be able to wash her lens. fret not? u wont be able to wash it now anyway -.-' den sent her home and otw i saw WANTING. omg la its been so long lol. cud barely recognise her cause of the make up she had on. ha she does look a wee bit more prettier i guess? and after that she actually smsed me "WW! YOU SLIM DOWN! ALOT!" woooooooo thats my main pt of mentioning that xD =x after that went to 85 market for dinner. WOOT. shiok xD stingray rox. shiet o.o forgot to take a pic of it. BUT at the end of everything. *Whispers* even the bones of the ray was gone. LOL =X carnivore i am o.o ^^'' oh yea.. forgot to mention sis bought donuts from donut factory and i had help bathing boy2 xD and his hair is short again looks so clean now lol. i shud bathe him more often. but its just too hard without help. he struggles way too much and its impossible to cut his hair without help. IMPOSSIBLE -.-' eve shud noe -.-' aights. done with the day on comes the new one gonna go gym after helping reb out with her dreamweaver. geez gers -.-.

pierce

of yea o.o i'm seriusly thinking of piercing my left ear o.o don know if i shud though o.o pretty sure i'll get in trouble with my mum. but i don giv a shiet. i think it looks not bad not cuz it looks beng or what can -.- big size guy with piercing xD gonna ask WL if he wans also not! hmm.. gonna cut extremely short hair for CNY OSO! ^^''

friends? acquaintance? or buddy?

now heres an interesting topic to talk about. how you classify your friends o.o quoted from eve's blog..

friend.
friend /frɛnd/
–noun
1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.
2. a person who gives assistance; patron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony.
3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or foe?
4. a member of the same nation, party, etc.
5. (initial capital letter) a member of the Religious Society of Friends; a Quaker. –verb (used with object)
6. Rare. to befriend. —Idiom
7. make friends with, to enter into friendly relations with; become a friend to.

acquaintance.
ac·quaint·ance /əˈkweɪntns/
1. a person known to one, but usually not a close friend.
2. the state of being acquainted.
3. personal knowledge as a result of study, experience, etc.: a good acquaintance with French wines.
4. (used with a plural verb) the persons with whom one is acquainted.

buddy
bud·dy /ˈbʌdi/
1. comrade or chum (often used as a term of address).
2. –verb (used without object)
3. to be a companion; be friendly or on intimate terms. —Verb phrases
4. buddy up,
a. to become friendly; be on friendly or intimate terms.
b. to work closely together: to buddy up with a student from another high school.
5. buddy up to, to become friendly with or curry the favor of: He was buddying up to the political bosses

hmmm? honestly i din read much into it lol but yea o.o whose your buddy and whose ur acquaintance? or whose ur friend? u noe what i think? i think they're all friends. its like SETS? the smaller set the bigger set.. and friends will be the universal set? lol woah A maths o.o an acquaintance is a friend.. so is a buddy..in the end they're your friends no? JUST A MATTER OF HOW CLOSE thats all i guess? lol.


random statements

statement 1:
NOOONE is contented with what they have. yep i mean NOONE. everyone has a complain or 2 in their life is just a matter of how u live with it. if u think you're contentEd you're lying to yourself lol. you're just feeling happy now tats all. but when troubles start pouring in you start to think of how the world owes u this and that. no?

statement 2:
i'm known famously as mr nice -.- i swear. even my teacher says i'm a very sweet and nice guy WOAH. =x

statement 3
to know that nothing you've done in the past was appreciated or even remembered stinks.. and to only know it after you die sometimes make you want to meet death soon. who'll cry for you? what will they think of when they do? its a dying question o.o literally. physically -.-'' no i'm not dying lol. neither am i gonna kill mself to find that out. BUT if i do die. i'd want something you know ^^ i'd want a big thank you list from whoever lol. i'd wanna feel appreciated even when i die :P or espcially when i die -.-''


eh btw eve a hardworking and quiet side of you i've seen alot of times can its nth new -.- you just din realise it till someone told you -.- it happened all the time when u'r studying lol. ALL THE TIME. and i still don understand that quote! -.-' why love nourishes from above!? i tot people says love comes from deep inside blabla i nv heard of surface love b4!? i'm dying to know what that quote means cuz its so farking chim! or am i turning shallow o.o''

my hp diary

some of u know of it =] thing is i have had more than those entries.. just to remind me of things ya noe? for memories sake. guess thats why people blog. unfortunately.. i lost a great deal of it. dammit.. forgot to save it when i sent the phone for repair.. cursed and swear at the lost memories. none of which i rmb in it was good :P its funny how come nth happy actually when in there lol. oh wait o.o there is o.o ah who cares. its a new year =] and now i've got my new diary ha. gonna change url dont know what yet. needa grow up =/ needa grow out too lol.

random and only statement
lol. it was all a joke. maybe she was right o.o *Wasted*

anyone fears being lonely?

started the day waking up at 8am. needed to head to Jurong east to get my computer fix up. lonely ride there =] u noe its time when u go out alone where u start to think more. cause theres noone to divert ur attention or anything. i cleared some thoughts.. and some doubts. there u go before i knew it. i've reached JE. walked my way to acer building again. Hot day.. who cares.. i was alone with noone to bother. sent the com for repair and i've got to go back on tues =/ took my time going home. walked arnd JE exploring the place before trying to find wheres the mrt again. by the time i reached home.. it was 130 already.. took a short nap woke up and was ready to leave to meet mey,yuze,weilie again =] the best bunch u cud go out with i swear. they make ur time fly. but just when i was about to bathe plyn called. asked me what was i doing staying home on such a nice day. i replied err... i'm going out? she said WHERE! i replied.. i have no idea? den she said. WHY NEVER ASK ME OUT!? i was like err.. u wan to go u go bathe now lo? den she kept askin where i was going and who i was meeting. and den i popped up this question. "eh? since when i got a gf ah? how come i din noe?" she heard it acted blur and say ok la. don disturb u le byebye *KUP* -_- ok back to story mode. we went to kbox. not my kinda place. WASTE OF MONEY =X for me at least lol. who cares. i just din wanted to stay home alone o.o ate dinner.. went to starbucks to slack. bought iced mocha java chips frupucino cool huh? din noe they stop rhumba lol k i know i lag sory lol. firstly i'm not the type to go to those places and secondly. i wont name it =] and than we rushed to catch the last mrt ha. it was home for me =] and i talked with ching till like 5 and fell aslp. the end =]

certain things i've come to term with. when i'm alone.. i can do alot of things like not bother about my smell or sweat =x its freedom i love =] am gonna do it again this tues.. just gonna roam arnd jurong and check building and people out fun fun.

no random statement. nose killing me from 2 days ago fuck.

T.T

u have no idea how much i missed my boys o.o I ALMOST CRIED SEEING HIM. I ALMOST CRIED AGAIN SMELLING HIM T.T I SWEEEARRR

my boys =]

muacks and kisses FROM UR PAPA. hkahkahka OMG I MISS THEM LIKE CRAZY O.O
sorry to patty though o.o don really have much feelings with him o.o i do wonder why lol. but yea o.o tatty's like a live thing to me =] T.T i really did miss him T.T

videos

rubbish video LOL


cameraman:
yu ze
actors:
yuze, weilie, wei wen

FIREWORKS

cameraman:
wei wen
special effects:
Singapore government =x
background "MUSIC":
weilie, wei wen, yuze and a hell loads of random screams from random people in marina square ^^''

uploading the last of the video o.o an extremey shaky version done by an extremely shaky man-.-' u'll see what i mean lol blog back later =]

HERE IT IS

umz o.o i was bored?

o.o

why

dont know why o.o i just feel filled up all of a sudden o.o lotsa stuff going through my mind now. and i would proclaim them as forbidden. ha. things i shudnt be thinking but am thinking. why? cant tell u. what? cant tell u. lol. hen fan jiu dui le o.o

i've got a few things i wanna achieve this year.. i wanna change into a better person.. cause i seriusly feel.. i suck.. ha. i wanna see my bank account with money which would mean to work.. and i will.. i've got others.. thats to be known by me and only me ha. gambatte kudasai ww san =]

oh yea! and i made plans for one of my new year resolution already i wont elaborate on what is it just in case i fail =] it'll take effect after i wake up ha. dont know if i got the determination or not.. but i'll try. i need to.. and i want to also. just that theres no aim.. ha too chim to understand? :P i wont elaborate xD

would like to end my day saying. sorry fen cudnt help u. and i wanna say also... arse =] hang in there. death dont come plan.. but whats most important is tt we dont forget the dearly departed yea? and sorry to have troubled u..

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

aights xD DAY WAS KEWL. though tiring lol. am kinda lazy to upload the fireworks pics into youtube -.-' so i shall not yea xD so! here comes the pics!

1st stop! THE FORBIDDEN STEPS. (to sit on and like we care?)

me

yuze

and this would be weilie

BWAHAHA. gawd. the things people do when they're sitting down in a mall. =x

isnt this like kewl? all the wishing balls all thrown out into the river o.o carries the wishes of singapore =] for singapore. and also for friends and somewhere out there was our ball. theo ne weilie and yuze made o.o or destroyed whichever lol. it was a dam nice sight. unfortunately i cudnt get a v nice picture >.<

fuckers

ppl who stay on in a relationship cause of sex are fuckers. literally physically and mentaly

pardon the randomness =]

happy new year yall =]

Happy new year yall =] wrote ur new year resolutions le ma? ^^? will blog more about my day later in the afternoon ^^ have videos and pictures for yall xD just got home from a pretty wild nite lol. CIAOZ ^^