heh

i am so excited about the movie xD
oh yea people.
if u block me in msn.
don ever lemme find out o.o
i grew sick of having people blocking me as and when they want
i'll return the debt x2 i'll block and delete
test are coming, and i've got no motivation to study
so watch me fail o.o
i dont even wanna bother no more heh

shrek ears

EVERYONE HAS A SHREK EAR I WAN ONE TOO D=< must get one....... MUST GET ONE.

i'm sorry i need to rant

i do know i feel sad..
i do know is at times like this i just miss boyboy..
i do know at times like this i love to carry him around..
i do know at times like this i'll occupy myself in cleaning him up..
i do know i need him now more than anything else..
i do know i make use of him for entertainment and joy
i do know despite that i loved him alot and he loved me
i do know he was always there for me
i do know if without him.. god knows what i would be right now..

i really really really miss you boyboy o.o although i know is bad to miss you only when i'm feeling sad or bored. ahboy o.o korkor loves u u noe ma lol T.T i miss your smell T.T i miss your iritatingness I MISS YOUR BAD BREATH.. but most of all o.o i miss your presence. it always brought me joy. o.o just seeing you would put a smile in my face. just thinking of u put tears. and its cause of this importance i have in you.
I HATE HIM
FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING THE IMPORTANCE IN ROLE MY BOY PLAY IN MY LIFE.
IF ONLY BOY U COULD LAST FOR A FEW MORE WEEEKS BOY YOU WOULD STILL BE WITH ME RIGHT NOW AND U WUDNT HAVE TO LEAVE.
life is full of if only and what could have been

sudden thoughts

suddenly i'm thinking of the egg tarts i saw the other day something i haven ate in a long long time...o.o
suddenly i'm thinking of the tea eggs i saw the other day another something i haven ate in a long long time..o.o
suddenly i'm thinking of my long xu tang something i don usually buy cause its expensive -_- o.o
suddenly i'm thinking of my kopi ICE thirsty thats all lol..o.o
i think i'm just hungry.. and oh so very excited about tmr xD i wanna know whats gonna happen with CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW.
suddenly... i realise i'm thinking of another big thing.. i'm sad now o.o i hate not having my bed. i hate the fact my disgusting sister is lying on it drooling on it -_- she even bled all over it -_- i mean.. my bed is another one of my baobei la -.- treat it with care. if u do splatter on it PLEASE CHANGE THE SHEETS ASAP -.- and i hate slping on that floor. i hate not having a bed to slp.. and i donno.. i'm not feelin right o.o i want the outing tmr o.o

MY COMPUTER CANT START

I WANTED TO TELL U THAT THERES STH WRONG WITH MY COM

I WANTED TO ASK U IF U HAD ANY IDEA WHATS WRONG WITH IT

I WANTED TO ASK U IF U COULD HELP ME SEARCH UP ON IT IN THE NET

I WANTED TO ASK U IF U STILL WANTED UR FAMOUS AMOS NO NUT CHOCOLATE COOKIE

THATS WHY I CALLED

ROUND 2 TING TING TING

THE FILLING
THE DOUGH

THE FLATTENED DOUGH THE DOUGH WITH FILLING
THE MULTIPLE PRODUCTS

THE FRIED ERR DOUGH WITH PORK FILLINGS?


THE END

PIGU POUCH

OK ACKNOWLEDGEMENT. THIS TIKO POUCH WAS GIVEN BY DEVEY. THANKIES MUACKIES. =D PIGU =D~~

i came out with a name for it.

PIGURINA

i cudnt wait till friday =x

so i made it just now and it turned out edible -.- but not nice -_- so I'M CANCELLING FRIDAY. and gonna think of other things i can do with the flour xD i read up. I CAN MAKE NOODLES WITH IT XD gonna go buy one of those big rolling thingy to ROLL... lets hope noodles will turn out beta xD or should i try making pizza first? OOO I LOVE TO TRY THIS KINDA THINGS XD SOOO FUNN XD

MY NEW POUCH

YAY I'M TURNING GAY

NOPE I'M NOT =X

this coming friday

im gonna make "sui jiao" aka water dumplings(i think). no not those wrap in leaves. those u boil or pan fry. just gonna try. not sure if it will be a success or not. but ah wells. i'll have fun playing with the flour xD who wans to try~~~? rephrase~~ who DARES to try~~~ (malays not included its porkified) so.. the recipe is as follows...

for the dough... this is suppose to make like 60 -_- so i might just cut down

3 cup of all purpose flour
1 1/4 cup of water COLD
salt

for the fillings. IDK I REALLY DONT KNOW. heres what i intend to make it with

mince PORK (see thats why malays cant try =x)
spring onion CHOPPED
white pepper.. just a little..
chinese wine~ cause yes i'm chinese
soya sauce light

btw did i mention? I REALLY DON THINK IT WILL BE NICE =x its all for the sake of FUUUN

oh did i mention?

that i'm turning more and more guy =x

i'm sitting infront of this bunch of guys

and i'm starting to feel that guys classify girls under "fuckable" or "non-fuckable" o.o those son of a bitches D=<

so i'm getting sick of this bed

and i'm gonna go hunt one soon.. i rlly rlly rlly feel like shouting my piece of mind here o.o but no~ i wont i'll pen it down instead. u noe why? cause i've turned into someone who cant trust others no more~ ching feels it.. right? i stopped talking to u about life. but its not oni u. i dunt share secrets with noone no more~ neither do i share feelings i've got deep within. but.. i so wish to be able to be bold enough to voice myself in my blog. make known my feelings. this anger kept inside of me o.o is gonna get outta hand one day i'm pretty sure. and i dont wan to end up shouting at people. and i cant bring myself to shout at people i love. but yea i did once. and i ended up shivering(i really was shivering. outta anger and of tears) out. alone. cause the one person i turned to didnt bother listening to what i had to say. hmmm come to think of it i think that was the day i stopped talking to people. for now. without my bed.. i just wan company.. especially at night~ but even that is hard to find now. cause jojo sleeps early now. plyns overseas. evelyns busy and we quarrel all too often..and oh yes.. i'd like to thank jojo cause jojo never rejects me. and gets me when she's bored! and for someone thats always bored that means alot :P

so i'm suppose to say 10 random things(cause yaya tagged me)
1: i hate people who ignore my sms
2: i hate people who block me in msn for no fucking reason.
3: i hate people who thinks i've got no temper
4: omfg so many i hates now for some i loves
5: i love people who ask me out cause they miss me =D
6: i need a pouch mine got stained by my sis
7: i saw this thing i rlly liked today hehe should i go get it?
8: i don like people who go "i wanted to but.." cause its always an excuse followed after.
9: in my life. i made only 1 major mistake and if i could turn back time i would change that.
10: I FUCKING HATE THAT MISTAKE I MADE I REALLY FUCKING HATE IT.

oh shit lemme add one more. guys -_- stop forwarding me chains smses -_- cause i don bother fwding AND i received one this year about if i don send my mum will die -_-? fck u -.-''

and so i'm suppose to choose 5 ppl to continue this randomness. i'm not gonna choose 5 people cause i'll most prolly get fcked by them. so i'll choose just 3? can i? LOL MY APOLOGIES TO MY VICTIMS

1: adeline ho chen ying
2: JOJO
3: wenjie

heres ur instructions...

Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged, list their names and why you choose them. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you're tagged" on their profile and tell them to read your latest blog entry. oops ^^

ok so my hair's short again

and i'm still awwed at how lovey yaya and roz is lol. they still meet everyday despite both's busy schedule lol. well i'm both shocked and jealous la lol. the marks on the armed turned blue black -_- they don hurt they just look like someone threw shiet onto my arm and its dripping off. and i'm home penniless again with no dinner and i haven eaten shiet the whole day. -_- life sucks. =s though sth good did happen today and i'm oh so happy =D but hungry -_-. happy and hungry don go well. i think i can go a day or two without food so my marmi better draw marni for me. look they ryhme =x i definitely don wan to go through that stomach pain again =O

it broke out into a fight

basketball match turned unfriendly. besides that i got a blue black. and another scratch on my hand -____-' lotsa "cb" were thrown around.

when do we change?

talked to a friend about another friend changes. i asked myself why'd he change that much lol. than i came to realise.. i think i know why o.o cause he lost everything and he wants a new life.. a life to him is better than what he had.. than again.. no change comes unwanted cause if its not wanted the change cant happen heh. i'm not saying its a bad change or a good change. i'm just saying its a change lol.

OH AND YA I FORGOT. i think i should thank yaya for worrying/asking if i had money cause she tot i din had money lol

-.-

mum msged me and told me that there will be no dinner from now -_- we settle ourselfs. AGAIN -.- and i'm penniless today!? ARGHo.o no food for one whole day o.o nuuuu

so my bdae was..

a good one i guess. a card from ade, TY ADE. cards are one of the nicest thing to receive on a bdae! and it was a disgusting card I LIKE. =x =D sis bought me cake(which is still uncut in the fridge LAWL) and deoderant which smells oh so nice THANKS SIS. mum gave me 80 HEH =x dad brought us to dinner(omg its been like years since the family when out to eat tgt) in new york new york. i'll post pics of the food when my sis uploads them. a picture of a cake and a bdae song from JOJO! =D received bdae wishes from a big group of people. aiseh. shiok heh. i don think i left out anything else. but yep overall it was great =]

random
i miss certain things though o.o nth i'd like to put into wishes cause they should not be coming true.

i hate certain things too. my bed now for eg. fck -.- i've been having aches thanks to this NEW bed. __ its like sleeping on a floor.. and I HAVE A WEAK BACK. thanks eve for lending me ur bed when u can.

i miss my school mates. lol. te time we hang out in the library till 7 to head back tgt dammit. i wan those times back.

i'll update more later =] life's good this days. i got the best of a lot of worlds =D~