its 1:17am

and what am i doing awake. right. after saying that i got scolded "shut up" see. thats what i call hao xing mei hao bao. tmd. ok. back to point. i'm awake and yet v v v v v v v v tired. why? cuz of an idiot. who gawd noes what she was doing in the afternoon. she has to go through this now. poor girl =/

quarreled with my sis. about my dog. fark it. when he got lost. and i saw him in such a good condition with another girl. i din wanted to get him back. why? cuz he was in better hands. and when u love someone or something that bad. thats all u wan him/her have. a goood pair of hands to look after him/her. no rephrase. not good. a better. than comes my sis AND mum. asked me to get him back from that ger. i refused. noone knew what was going through my mind. nope. not even eve. not till i broke down and explain why i didnt wanted him back. just thinking of it gives me the shiets. and nw when his back. all they noe is to talk about putting him to slp. omg fark u bitch. i clean the shiet. 9/10 times whats wrong with u cleaning it when u'r home. WHY is it that when u see the urine u have to come ask me to clean? HAVE I EVER SEEN URINE AND ASK U TO CLEAN FOR ME? HAVE I? u wanted him back urself. and now u wan him dead. i swear on one thing though. if u guys both. u and mum. ever put boy to slp. i wont call u jie or ma no more. i'll call you murderers. i swear =] bye