WHO STALKS ME

k so i'll just blog about 1 major thing

To You!

i miss you. and everytime your name is mention i'd imagine a few things.

you giving that blur look with that white fluffy face of urs.
you digging ur ear fluttering my whole room with ur smell!
your pee all over the blardy house =o
you sitting just beside anyone who sits down on the floor.
your over obsesiveness with food DOOD I FEED U WHY DO U ACT LIKE I DON!
your dam breath -.-
your whines which wakes people up in the morning -.-


have i ever thank you for what you did for me? i think i have. somewhere hidden in one of the few entries i did here. u mean the world to me. u still do. u werent my pet. u were much more =~D

i love you boyboy =)~

i believe.. you're dead.. i'm sorry i wasnt there for you.. the times u were there for me when i had noone O_O and yet.. i couldnt be there for you during those times.. thanks though ahboy~ i believe those times of images ive seen around the hse were u. giving ur last goodbyes to me. you never hated anyone. you loved everyone. and i'm sorry again that ur love was not given back to you by everyone. you don hate me do you? cause it was me that didnt wanted to even attempt to find u back =( i guess it was my fault.. and i know its all my fault too. there are so many "if only i had" that could have been done.. but.. its all too late now. and theres no such thing as a second chance now is there? i wan a male bischon pup next time. and i'll name him yobyob! or something along that line lol its all in rememberance of u kay? i wonder if he'll be as friendly as you =)

you are special. more special than anything or anyone i know =) its too bad i have so limited pictures of you.

could you come visit me? anytime you want! let genie know kay? cause i'm sure she'll be a bitch about it =D i miss your smell boy =) <3

love,
Your brother
Chan =D