to eve

ok there are somethings u just cant say out. but this i got to say. sorry eve o.o' my public apology to u o.o i noe. what i've been saying has been too crude and too unfeeling. dui bu qi. sincere apologies. gomenasai. i din mean it really o.o all i wan was the best for u :P thats all i had ever wanted too ^^'' no? u are pretty =] esp when u combine ur beauty and character together =] which is also why i've yet to look for another girl lol. noone can be compared to u yet o.o and yea pls peeps dun misunderstand the meaning of this post >.< i just wanna say sorry. and yep trust those sms o.o


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they're so sweet. lol looking at them sometimes just makes me envious of the love they share lol. yes i'm talking about yaya and ruzaini. =] u guys are the sweetest lil thing. they're one couple. when they quarrel. i'll just sit there and giggle to myself lol cuz i noe for a fact. at the end of the day.they'll make it work. cuz they just love each other too much lol. learnt that yaya's ruzaini's first. omg? lol. and they can make it that far! lol. what to do roz is a nice guy yaya cherish him lol. and yes roz cherish her o.o u'll nv find anyone as siao as her i guarantee LOL.
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sometimes just sometimes. they remind me of u looool
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i nv wanna give up. i nv did. but i think i'm going to real soon.. nv have i felt so lost. breaking down's an option. but nope o.o it din help o.o schools making my life shit. and i wan to go out for a walk to enjoy company i enjoy o.o that.. is the oni way of relaxation i have now.. i really just wan to make it through. but i dun feel like wasting the years i already have wasted. shit.. and i cant stop overslping.. sth's wrong with me. i noe what. but i dun wanna say o.o